#zebeta

As I sit here, thinking my thoughts

I realize how dangerous of a game

That me and my souls really played.

We both knew who each other was

Yet I'm the one that didn't remember my name.

You had my name,

Like I knew all along

You tried to make me blind to the fact

Of all you wanted to do

But December is where we truly started growing apart,

Not even a year together

And you wanted someone else

Or just yourself

It's all piecing back together

I knew all along

Yet ignored my own souls

For yet, I was stuck, stagnant

Kind of, with no where to go

Just like you

But 2025, I found my way out.

But see leaving me to my own devices

I listened to myself more and you lost control

Finally as I gain clarity over the hold you truly held

Seeing everything clear as day

You were the one pissed that you were losing control