#badman

Badman 🌴🔥A laid-back afro house reinterpretation blending organic percussion, warm basslines, and smooth lounge-inspired atmospheres.The remix combines tropical groove elements with hypnotic afro rhythms, creating a relaxed yet danceable vibe perfect for beach sessions, sunset moments, rooftop lounges, and late-night chill environments.Deep, melodic, and full of positive energy.

And this motherfucker witch bitch, Gabriel, Lucifer fucker legit was the one that brainwashed me against my own fucking souls and made me hate parts of myself. >[ Ooo little fucker. Goddamn it pisses me off to no fucking end, the little brat. He was mad that I was loving myself back then instead of hating myself like he does. >[ Saying I wasn't acting like Reggie, Crox, or even Rex when I damn well was sometimes, especially under control. Even fucking said he fuzed with Crox, Reggie/etc.. and ooo it pisses me off so damn bad, I see it now, and even described what I have been feeling in astral when I so called "rape" him, where it feels like I am not in full control and don't want to fucking do it >[

Fucking damn brat (how I want to legit beat the living shit out of him for doing this shit, but that would just be an endless loop that I can't do..)

I am beyond pissed at him, at how he turned me against my fucking souls. (It was all the witch and Gabriel, Gabriel is the false God, Gabriel is the one that steals bodies, the witch does too, they both do.) Oooo *gator/Crox growls* *reptile noises*

*cat noises* *angelic screams* *demonic noises* the fucking brat made me hate myself, like he did.

Fuck.. I still love him and forgive him though, but my anger and rage is through the roof at fucking him, and even what he did to my boy Emmanuel. And lied on Emmanuel's name.

"Have faith in GOD"

I know you are the monster that I made, but yet you think I don't love you, the thing is I love you to damn much and listened to you above my own damn self, that I had to leave, that I had to finally put myself first, I had to finally listen to myself first and put myself first because no one and I mean no one did that for me at all. I am the one that seen the full on truth, with you and your souls and I won't ever go back on what I know.

You sit there and lie about so much, yet, at this point, I am happy I am not in that situation anymore, I am happy that I finally left your ass, took me more than 3 years, and honestly, I didn't want to, but had to, for my own self, my own peace and happiness, and to focus on me and myself. Something I should of done in 2021, but I didn't.

Just wish that you could see it, but I know damn well you won't, you won't see it the way I do because your a narcissist that claims to have BPD, yes you have splits in your soul, but your still a narcissist that lies to yourself all the damn time and I finally know truth and how you acted before I even left, was uncalled for but showed me what I knew all along, that is exactly what I had felt since Day 1 of talking to you again but I denied my own feelings and what myself was telling me to give you the benefit of the doubt and I will never do that again to myself. While I sit alone without anyone you are the one that moved on to your next victim, the confused angel named Emmanuel that you want to be Gabriel so bad, which makes him even more confused. But whatever. Both my sons hate me, and I know I did feel guilty for what I did in past lives, but I no longer want to make amends, for the sake of my own sanity, I won't ever try to make amends again. You can deal with the loss of me. I know I won't be coming back to Earth when I leave. So if you ever try to search for me again, I won't be here. I will be gone. I will be home.

I know you won't see this either. But eh, just wanting to get emotions out for rn. I won't ever go after another person ever again, there is no one here on Earth for me, that I know of, I don't trust anyone but my own damn self, and that's all I want is myself at this point.

Leaving was the best thing ever.

Art: Me

Character: Rex (My Soul)