#z.dump

gf really wanted to show me a horror movie trailer so ofc i said we could watch it and when i inevitably ended up Very Afraid she just went “here, it’s okay” and typed cute cat videos funny into the youtube search bar

i am supposed to be writing a 2-pay essay within the next two hours yes but my girlfriend is asleep on call rn and i. simply cannot stop watching her. do u understand me. do u

why don’t AUs plan themselves 😔 sigh

i hate to admit it but going outside and walking in nature and sharing meals with friends actually does help keep you sane. shocking

thinking about my gf taking after the hand gestures i didn’t even know i do when talking and me taking after her verbal quirks when she’s agreeing on something and her verbal expressions and how she words things, and me learning to appreciate nature just like her from how i always look out for things around me to show her, and how sometimes i remind myself of her more than anyone else i know when i’m around other people because of how many parts of me are really just her and and

coming out to parents went to shit.. but anyway on the plus side i now have a raging urge to write very angry memoirs of queerness and of shitty family to submit to this zine!!

still thinking about that moment when my gf was watching me play tears of the kingdom and i killed a deer and wolf to get the meat and she went “wait— babeee D:” in that really soft voice because she felt bad for them and made me promise not to kill any more dbdbhshshd

got a haircut yesterday and god damn it is so euphoric