#yuzi

If you got Hibiki killed, you don't get any of this information, even if you manage to get the True Ending.

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アツキは、桐生から聞いた 情報をノーラに伝えた。

サイレントに感染すると 精神が侵食されていく代わりに、

力を得ることも発見されている。

Ａｔｓｕｋｉ　ｔｏｌｄ　Ｎｏｒａ　ｔｈｅ　ｉｎｆｏ Ｋｉｒｙｕ　ｔｏｌｄ　ｈｉｍ．

Ｗｅ’ｖｅ　ｄｉｓｃｏｖｅｒｅｄ　ｔｈａｔ　ｗｈｅｎ ｉｎｆｅｃｔｅｄ　ｂｙ　Ｓｉｌｅｎｔ，　ｏｎｅ’ｓ

ｓｐｉｒｉｔ　ａｃｔｕａｌｌｙ　ｇａｉｎｓ　ｐｏｗｅｒ

/Atsuki told Nola the information that Kiryuu had told him./

[NOLA:] It has been discovered that during a Silent infection...

...the spirit gains power in exchange for being corroded.

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もし力がコントロールできるなら、 十分研究に値する、と言えるわ。

彼らはここ数十年あまり、 最新の科学を駆使して研究を重ね、

ついにそれを可能とした。

Ｉｆ　ｗｅ　ｃｏｕｌｄ　ｃｏｎｔｒｏｌ　ｉｔ， ｉｔ’ｄ　ｂｅ　ｖｅｒｙ　ｖａｌｕａｂｌｅ．

Ｏｖｅｒ　１０　ｏｄｄ　ｙｅａｒｓ，　ｒｅｃｅｎｔ ｃｈｅｍｉｓｔｒｙ　ａｎｄ　ｒｅｓｅａｒｃｈ　ｈａｓ

ｆｉｎａｌｌｙ　ｍａｄｅ　ｉｔ　ｐｏｓｓｉｂｌｅ．

[NOLA:] If it's possible to control that power, it's well worth researching.

For the past few decades, they've been researching it using the latest scientific methods...

...and they've finally made it possible.

Well I only really laughed cause they were laughing at me So then_ why is it they seem so angry? Whenever how I want to be isn’t like reality Why do I always have to say I’m sorry?

Don’t really care about my hair, but mom is angry at me And I can only every say “forgive me” You said that hurting other people ends up hurting you too But now I’m thinking that you didn’t mean that, did you?

No I can’t do it, there’s no way that I could just do it, don’t just say that Sure I could do it, don’t you get that I don’t have the talent, I know it for a fact hey

Whoever’s up there, hey if you’re listening Surely you’d help this scum with one thing Suddenly right there, just like a spell, a ceremony with a crown and a sceptre If only I could go and replace her - prim and proper? No! I can

Can’t you see that this tiny tiny world is full of sins and lies? Maybe you’ll curse it, say you don’t deserve this But will it make things all better, better? And as for all of the textbooks claiming to show true love you sell Just forget them, burn them, they’re nothing but lies as well

“Wait, just why are you so terrified whenever you speak? You don’t always have to say you’re sorry!” I couldn’t formulate an answer, getting harder to breathe I started crying cause it felt so silly

T his egocentric thinking permeated every belief To the point where it was blocking any sun from reaching Looking to the sky with a fake big sigh, but the crows overhead had something else in mind

AAA

Getting good at wasting time by lying down so often that I felt like I was fusing with the bed, dead, unbreathing Even so I still prefer it better than the feeling of them pointing at my back, there’s nothing worse than that!

Maybe if you could spare some time Could you teach me the proper way to smile? Yet in the end I buried it away this dirty little wish i had, as i kept crying inside

What should I do with these emotions, sister - true and normal - that I feel? Should I discard them? Or throw em or guard them? How do I tell if they’re dirty, dirty? Don’t just give me a grossed out look, hey! give me a real answer! “Treat me just like an equal,” begging, a soft whisper

Left by herself, was a half-drawn sketch, never painted in, with no love left Though I begged and begged and begged, I was left to fend here for myself! AAAA it’s too much, am i not enough? is it my fault? am i just that hard to love? Or is it just that / no matter what anyone does / it’s never enough?

Can’t you see that this tiny tiny world is full of sins and lies? Maybe you’ll curse it, say you don’t deserve this But will it make things all better, better? And as for all of the textbooks claiming to show true love you always sell They’re over complicating things It’s easy so don’t overthink

Drip 🤙

Drop ✊