I was pursued.

 It wasn’t the first time I was treated special but the creature was an angel, and I am but a human who seeks higher heavenly involvement. Who am I to resist a blessing from above, or so, I thought. It was too late when I grasped that pure evil can really appear deceivingly divine.

 I let myself down and blamed me for falling prey. Indeed, wickedness comes from all sorts of places, often ones you wouldn’t expect. Nonetheless, no matter who tries to teach you lessons about life, you won’t understand it until you have to go through it on your own. Narc, would always have a distinct place in me for altering how I view people and what I think of life overall.

 There are two sides to every story. I would like to give you my side by sharing all the wonderful things about Narc in the hope that one day, you’ll find this helpful as well as entertaining.

Narc enjoys others’ misfortune.

It doesn’t matter if it caused it or not, awful things happening to you are instant gratification. In fact, when Narc feels down, your misfortune is all that can help Narc feel better.

Narc is a control freak.

Narc feels absolutely uncomfortable and incapable if not in control of its life and yours as well. The goal of Narc is to control the way you feel on the inside, not how you feel on the outside.

Narc is an expert liar.

Narc is a top-of-the-line pathological liar. Narc will lie so much that its lies are what form its reality. If caught in a lie, Narc will try to play with your mind and question your own sanity. (gaslighting)

 Narc is remorseless.

Sorry, not sorry. If you press them on the fact that they are unrepentant, they’ll ricochet: push it off on to you. Admission of fault would shatter Narc’s image that it has masterfully refined.

Narc has zero sense of responsibility.

Narc will do as it pleases and will never feel responsible for the pain it has inflicted on you. It is always you who is to blame. Narc has no sort of a moral compass.

Narc leads a double life.

Saying Narc leads a double life is a considerable understatement. Narc is who it will ever need to be to get what it wants. Narc has a well-devised history and image that it’s trying to portray.

I was told that Narc is like a boomerang. It will find its way back to me no matter how hard I throw it out of my life. I guess it’s true, but only if I let it.

Finally,

Narc will come in another form to seek revenge.

 It is not in Narc’s credence to be forbearing especially when its covers are revealed

A crime blotter and a news report are prowling in the World Wide Web about Narc.

Favorite color: dark blue (like the Tumblr “muted” background color) or maroon (like my blog, currently)

Last Song: funnily enough, off of the shuffle list (which I’m listening to) that I just posted.

Last Movie: I’m struggling to remember, but it may actually have been the Savage/Fenty Fashion Show (off of Amazon Prime) ... well done production.

Last Show I Completed: I’m really close to finishing the Clone Wars animated series, so I’m counting that.

Currently Watching: The Mandalorian, Season 2

Reading: These days, it’s mostly articles. Trying to understand how we move forward as a country with the levels of classism & division we’ve developed over the last 10 years or so. Or researching how to make electric conversions on classic vehicles (affordably) ... it’s an eclectic mix.

Sweet, Spicy, or Savory: Really depends on what it is, but generally probably savory.

Craving: not having to work. 😬😬😬

Tea or Coffee: Coffee, usually; but occasionally in the evening a nice mellow green tea with honey really hits the spot. Especially in the fall/winter.

Lum: so today’s prompt it weak-

Nature: I am not weak

Lum: but the prompt is wea-

Nature: I am not weak!! I am wrath!!

Lum: ...

Inktober of Mother Nature(EmilyJane/Seraphina)