You didnāt know that when you pulled up to the airport and saw you for the first time I leaped out of my body. I leaped to the moon and to the stars and studied each one until I reached your arms. I reached your arms and your voice rang like low toned bells in my ears. you didnāt know that I was so beyond myself with love I didnāt know what to do. I didnāt know what to say. I couldnāt look at you. I couldnāt touch you because you were real. You were an actual person, and it blew my mind that someone I talked to for a half a year on the phone was the same person that was sitting Right next to me...
You didnāt know that when I kissed you I saw nothin else, felt and heard nothing else. Everything was white like the heavens and sound was nonexistent. Fear was no longer a factor. You took my breathe away like I was under water but I didnāt want to come back up for air. I wanted you to be my air to be my reason for exsistence.
You didnāt know that when you Layed with me at night on the couch watching tv that I felt so safe.like I was in a blanket fort under a tree with you, and it felt so right. To be next to you while you hold me tight. I didnāt want you to leave...
You didnāt know that when you took me to Walmart and I beat you at your favorite game that I was happy you let me win. even though you said you didnāt I feel like I know you did.
You didnāt know that when I was on the way to the airport to drop you off all I could see was me running toward you as you walked away in the air port not to go. Because I was scared you would never come back.... was so scared that when you opened the door to leave I did scream āWAIT!ā I felt like I was going to lose that piece of me I have always been missing....
You didnāt know that when you said I promise I will come back for you.... that I believed it. That I knew you would and if you didnāt I would feel the up most betrayal.....
You didnāt know that every night I prayed to god that you would stay. That you wouldnāt change your mind about me. That you wouldnāt see my flaws...
You didnāt know that my love for you was stronger then any man I ever loved.... and I hope one day we can show each and the world just how much that love was....