#yotha faifa

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Yotha red flag this, Yotha doesn't deserve that... what about Yotha who's been abandoned? Yotha who was never chosen? Yotha who rejected help even when he was beaten up? Yotha who had his world torn apart? Yotha who never believed he deserved to be loved? Yotha who never gave himself the chance to have the nice things? Yotha who was just as hurt and traumatized as the others? Yotha who appeared unbothered just to protect his heart?

(Not to mention the injustice done to novel Yotha by New Siwaj)

Are we forgetting he was also just a kid? If Faifa grew up knowing his mother didn't care about him and developed over caring for people and always pretending to be okay so as to be loved..... Yotha grew up thinking nobody loved him or chose and especially his mom whom he loved & cared for the most. (He also probably had anger/resentment towards Faifa growing up for being able to stay with their mother)

And when he finally thought he was chosen and loved by someone, Warich bombed him with "this isn't love". Imagine gaining the strength to open up to someone after being closed up half your life only to be hit by that after almost a year of dating.

Then came Gun. Gun who loved him inspite of everything that he was (and he knew he isn't perfect) And he (as expected suddenly doesn't know how to react to this.