❤️🔥 So I'm gonna open up here about my relationship with Yorkie. The two of us are consciously putting a lot of effort into feeling closer. We kinda stopped dedicating time to each other, and it was aggravated by chives leaving for work and being away 5 hours everyday, which was really damaging to me & Benício, but of course we were happier to see sunny so happy back in his beloved Water 7 day-to-day.
I talked to Yorkie about this. The two of us decided to go on a little trip to Water 7-- sun kept working, but he'd always come back to our home in the city and it felt even more domestic than our beautiful house in Dream Realm Island. Benício suffered a lot during those uh 15 days 💀 he eventually needed to call us a lot because he missed us 😣🥺 he did express he agreed to us staying on our trip a little longer, though. We soon joined him again and resolved on spending time together, always the three of us. It works better anyways.
I & Yorkie are in love. It's just, our dynamic has its intricacies since Benício first fell in love with him then with me and then we got to know each other and f-f-f-fell in love too. Somehow our love, which is very much romantic, has a queerplatonic quality to it as in we started off as cardgame-buddies with a boyfriend in common. Think like this: we are seated on opposite sides of a round restaurant table, and have to consciously pull out our hands if we want to touch. I found a lot of intimacy in that sort of awkwardness. We're two men who want to make it work. He's the perfect partner for that: Yorkie, from the very beginning, has always been a hardworking man. That's to say..I'm glad I'm doing this with water.
