honestly i'd love to see your take on hongjoong. um #15? yeah, that'll work. Smut or no smut, no big deal to me. have fun!
Oh now that's an interesting combination! Hongjoong + "jealous sex in the alleyway behind the bar" 🫦 ummm this got a little more angsty that I thought it would, so have fun with that!
Warnings: jealousy (obv), drinking, the fucked up games some couples play, fingering, hitting it from behind, exhibitionism
Minors fuck off!
Sometimes you feel like your boyfriend Hongjoong takes you for granted. When this happens, you handle it like a mature young adult would. You take him to a club and spend the night dancing with other men in front of him.
You'd never leave Hongjoong. You love him too much to even think about it. But sometimes he needs reminding that you're a catch. He needs to know that you have other options.
So here you are at Utopia, on the dance floor, rubbing up against a dark-haired man with the broadest shoulders you've ever seen while Hongjoong watches from a nearby table. And make no mistake, he's watching every step, swirling the whisky in his glass while you wind yourself around the handsome stranger.
The dark-haired man steps behind you, placing one hand on each of your hips, and guides you into a slow grind. You look over at Hongjoong, meeting his intense gaze, and give him a knowing smile.
In seconds, he's on his feet. He crosses the dance floor with a serious look on his face, lips drawn tight. You hold your breath as he leans towards your ear.
"Outside. Now."
He doesn't acknowledge the other man at all, who protests when you suddenly slip out of his embrace. You don't bother to explain or even say goodbye. The dark-haired man isn't needed any more. You've gotten what you want.
You follow Hongjoong out of the bar, slipping through a side-exit into the alley outside. He leads you away from the door, back into the shadows. He stops when you're hidden enough that no one will see you - at first glance, anyway - and turns, pinning you to the wall behind you.
"Did you enjoy yourself tonight?"
He looks pissed as he asks the question, but then he steps into you, wraps an arm around your waist, and kisses you until your head spins.
"You love acting like a slut, huh, baby? Fine, I'll give you what you want." He drags his lips down the side of your neck, and then nips, a little harshly, making you gasp. "Turn around."
You're already wet with anticipation, making Hongjoong hiss when he dips his fingers between your legs. He holds you as he curls his fingers inside you, keeping you from falling over when pleasure makes your knees weak. But before you can come, he pulls back, chuckling at your pained whimper.
"Take your panties off."
He's rough as he fucks into you, hands gripping your hips so hard you know you'll be tender there for the next few days. A painful reminder of the moment you've been craving for days, when your boyfriend tells you -
"No one can love you like I do."
-and you know it's true. He strokes into you hard and fast, and you come with a loud wail of his name, your fingernails digging into the back of his hand, holding him as he holds you and empties himself inside. Leaving him a reminder, too.
"I love you," he whispers, kissing the back of your neck. "My baby. Only mine."
And maybe it should scare you, the happy feeling you get when he claims you like this. But it doesn't. You feel desired. Loved.
Until his attention starts to drift, again, anyway. Like it usually does. But that's okay. There will always be dancing.
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My other question for you is, as you've been a stay since basically the beginning of stay, what is your opinion of their music trajectory, both in sound and lyrics?
oh this is a TERRIBLE thing to ask me, i'm gonna get cancelled.
but in general? trajectory bad. trajectory boring boring boring.
so much of my love for skz came from the adolescent passion of their early works. the I AM trilogy and the Cle trilogy hit me just like HYYH (my all time favorite multimedia story). such a beautiful exploration of adolescence and growing pains and yearning and belonging-
soulless, is what i would say. i said it in a rant post the other day but 5star/rockstar era almost broke me. that's why i disappeared from tumblr. i hated hated hated those albums. s-class especially, i found tedious and not enjoyable at all.
and then since God's Menu (GREAT song great era), it's been the same song, same concept, same lyrics. over and over.
i call it "bark bark gunshot gunshot stray kids!" music. i despise it.
it's the same goddamn song every 6 months why does no one care about this except me????
the only sort of recent comeback i LOVED wholeheartedly was Case 143, and that's bc it was a (shock and awe) new idea
i think either the members or the company or some combo of the two are refusing to make anything except the successful formula (God's Menu, Thunderous, Maniac, LALALALA, chk chk boom...)
is it fear of failure? is it greed? is it the awful combo of both that spawned bts Butter era (i'm so sorry namjoon) and is dragging skz down the same path of huge, overblown, soulless, rabid fame?
the only thing that brought me back as a fan was the little glimmers of hope in their b-side ballads. Cover Me, Stray Kids...they ARE capable of making their songs. they still know how to tell stories.
i'm honestly heartbroken they won't do it more often, y'know?
i don't want constant club bangers and mf ryan reynolds in the mv and expensive sets on the han river. i want music that feels like something.
♡ SMALL THINGS: pick a fic and I’ll tell you my favorite minor detail from it!
For my fave changbin, acquisition of sugar.
These are fun!
ahhhh thank you! they are fun, i love to yap hahaha
oh sugar daddy changbin i do love him and that reader. there's a lot of little details in that story. i wanted it to feel like everything was really alive and happening around them.
a couple of my favourite minor details:
her shitty boss at the flower shop and all the silly "botany related con artistry" gags therein
her cluttered maximalist lifestyle but also being broke as hell. probably because she keeps buying junk lol
jisung and his iconic bisexual polyhedron that i cannot wait to write. oh god him and his reader are RIDICULOUS. changbin and his reader are dummies, chan and his reader are double dummies, but han and his reader are stubborn dummies and make it the whole city's problem
minho being put in the middle of it all. you can bet he will continue to be at the centre of everyone's love life (unwillingly) in the next two installments. i love putting him in Situations
i think i just mention hyunjin is a professional dancer but in my head he does ballet in this universe hehe
i think my favourite line i've ever written is "it is a humbling reminder to all the daddies of the world that there is always a bigger, stricter, daddier daddy out there, and he is always bang chan." 10/10 i don't know why i bothered to keep writing after that because it will never get better
your birthday event is so lovely (i'm enjoying seeing what you make). if i can be so bold, and since we have the same bts bias, might i recommend my fic vigilant(e) (tried to link it but it won't let me? - the fic is at the bottom of my masterlist)? I haven't written for him in ages (went by a different url when i was more in btsblr) and it was really fun to write him again. i'm pleased with how it turned out. again, happiest of birthdays!
oh yes! Thank you for your recommendation! Please feel free to recommend any of your work that you feel proud of (this also goes to other writers who want to join as well)
I'm so happy that you found your way back to writing again. And I had a good time working on this because it's Yoongi haha
Anyway, I created a small (?) moodboard based on your prompt bc it sounded interesting and I couldn't help myself. I hope you'll like it!
"Why did you save me?"
"Honestly, if I had known it was you beforehand, I probably wouldn't have."
✎ Vigilant(e) by @yoongihan
Okay, so i've had a couple days to let it marinate and I think I know why I enjoy your writing so much, specifically here in YTYM.
As a reader/writer, like most I would assume, I predict where a story is going, speculate what's going to happen next. I knew it'd be angst city after the joy and coming together during the wedding weekend. Which it was. But what I love about where this story goes, is that it's taking its time. These characters are given a chance to screw up royally (::eyes Seungcheol::), and deal with those consequences for more than a day. Sometimes there's such a rush in a story to get the couple together (am personally side-eyeing myself on this one) that the slip-up made by one or both halves of the main couple is very short, or momentary. In my head, Seungcheol would have spent one day with Jieun and realized what a mistake it was and run back to mc. He'd do some big gesture of apology, she'd eventually forgive him and boom; KISSES! lolol. (which of course didn't fit your 5 chapters set-up, but my brain isn't following logic. LOL)
But you gave us growth. Neither mc nor Seungcheol has worked through all their stuff in that one wedding weekend. Not MC's mistrust of letting anyone close, nor Seungcheol's distrust of himself. Which gives both of them so much more depth than if it'd been rushed or given a happy ever after quickly.
And I just appreciate the time and consideration you gave them, this story, their struggles. We see how they both needed to grow much more than just that wedding weekend. Which makes the the waiting for the next chapter full of anticipation for how all these twists are going to be untangled for them both to realize how wonderful each of them is by themselves, and then choose to be with the other.
It's just incredibly satisfying storytelling, and character writing. You are very good at your craft, Jo (hope it's okay to address you informally like that). Thank you for working so hard (I imagine this took time; and blood sweat and tears to create this fic) and sharing with us.
Have an incredible day/night/morning/week!
HELLO I HAVE BEEN CRYING SINCE LAST NIGHT WHEN I GOT THIS
Sometimes I will tell a story a quick way, but sometimes I have an idea where I really want to sink in... and this was one where I didn't want to cheapen it by taking the fast route. I'm really glad and touched that you appreciate this because it was a lot of work and I'm proud of what I ended up with! <3
(Also pls you can call me WHATEVER as long as it's not mean lolol I am just another girlie writing kpop boys on tumbly, i'm your peer!!)
Thank you for this wonderful wonderful note, it made me feel so emotional and happy and glad to be here, and it's messages like this that make writers want to keep going <333
can't wait for you to see the ending!!!! i hope you'll love it!!
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9. How do you find new fic to read? 7. Any worldbuilding you’re particularly proud of? 13. Are there any tropes you used to like but don’t anymore? Okay, that's all cause I'm limiting myself to only three :D
Hiiiii there :D
9. How do you find new fic to read?
I struggle 💀 I'm barely joking lol. I prefer to read on Ao3, but there isn't that much Skz x reader stuff on there. I also go through the tags on here every now and then and if I'm really desperate I'll search for a ship on Tumblr (but the search function is terrible on here so that rarely gets me anythin). I am however an extremely picky reader and come back hands empty more often than not lol.
I have however started following some blogs that reblog other creators' stuff and I'd love to follow some more fic rec blogs for Stray Kids!
(this is a call for help, I would love to get fic recs for Stray Kids lol)
7. Any worldbuilding you’re particularly proud of?
Hm, I don't consider myself as being very good at worldbuilding in general? I'm a character writer first and everything else comes second lol.
...The most I can think of is that I'm happy with the fact that people find the setting for iicngyp believable, specifically the whole 'mafia' aspect of things. But I don't know that I have much else lol
13. Are there any tropes you used to like but don’t anymore?
Oh definitely. We've talked about it already but I kinda struggle with enemies to lovers because oftentimes I hate the love interest or the whole thing is based on a misunderstanding or something. I like it when I think the characters have a good reason to hate each other (for iicngyp I think Jungkook has good reasons to hate the OC for example). The banter also get tiresome, sometimes I just want people to get along lol.
Fake relationship could be another one, though actually I haven't read that in a while and I'd be more open to trying it again now. I do really like aspects of that but I just wish people would get more creative with it! so for example I like the idea that there is a fake relationship but you fall in love with someone outside of the relationship who therefore thinks he can't/shouldn't pursue you bc you're with someone except you're not and then angst
Thank you for the question, it's always a pleasure to see you in my inbox 💜
so, i have no graphic/aesthetic skill, so it's really only Yoongi that makes these screenshots mildly attractive. :D
I'm just sending some yoongi your way for pure enjoyment and not at all for ulterior motives (if it inspires 3tan writing, I mean, that's cool too).
Omfg…………. Don’t even lie you sent this for all the ulterior motives‼️‼️‼️ LMAO and I love it. All the confidence oozing from him can be felt through the screen and it’s so magnetic😩