gosh golly goodness
god dammit i really wish i had gotten good at math or like super duper smart or jack of all trades, autism and not obsessed with mad scientists and scince to the point that you have seen yourself as one for almost your entire life and at some point mad scientist has just become a part of your identity autism, cause what do you mean nearly EVERY peice of media ive consumed willinly in the past few years have been about technology, scince, mad scince or anything simalar, and what do you mean 99.9% of my free time has turned into dumb dorky scince stuff, and WHAT DO YOU MEAN i have multipul (about 7 i think) notebooks filled with reserch! i think watching Reanimator at a very young age with my cousin and identifying a lot with Herbert West rewired a lot of my brain. Maybe the identifying so much with most mad scientist characters comes from the fact that they're always very passionate and very outcast most of the time, and I can see myself in that, or maybe I just think the lab coats are super sick, who's to say. The same thing sorta goes for cowboys and vampires, those are also media achtypes i heavily relate to.
god help me
(ps. if you have any good mad scientist media, movies, books, shows ect, PLEASE TELL ME ive been re reading frakenstine for about a month, and at some point it gets tiring, i dont mind if its a bit gorey, also im a big fan of older movies in this genre:D)

















