Aug 7, 2022
I had such a great time at tonight's show and I loved being able to feel my feelings and tuck my hands under the table to stim because it genuinely felt so good, but unfortunately the jittery forearms and articulated wrists of happiness don't really bother to account for the ol' connective tissue disorder, so now there are hideous stabbing pains in my left arm from elbow to fingertip because I have severely fucked up my wrist
#corporeal manifestations#what was i saying the other day about gender and disability being incontrovertibly linked#yeah. ow#i felt so much joy tonight#and i loved being physically present in my emotions#feeling my emotions with my body instead of as a vague abstract concept#but also oh wow i am in pain#let's hope sleep helps#wingwalker
