#yeah im dramatic

Ive decided i will record my reaction for tonight’s episode, and next week’s episode, just to make sure i never forget the moment my heart completely breaks

I don’t need drugs to feel The Trip....just accessing 2% of my perception power will do things to my heart I could have previously only ever thought to imagine via anatomy textbooks. 

I know I was catastrophising last night but I have been genuinely thinking that I'm not really in a good place to try and date ppl rn with how intense work is and all of my health stuff like...I've got a lot going on. Like maybe I'll never get to a comfortable point to date ppl but like....rn I've got so much going on I probably don't need to think about dating on top of all of that

All this year does is take things and change things and not for the better

my glasses have come in....... but i haven't