"i just don't understand !!"
Welp, it's a pretty self explanatory title. It makes absolutely no sense to me. Things do not have to be complicated, there is no reason to want to make them complicated when they are going just fine. When you have ice cream, chocolate with whipped cream and sprinkles, are you going to buy more ice cream?! No! Stupid. Now, in everyday conversation whenever something even remotely related the subject comes up, I feel stupid, vulnerable, ashamed, awful.
Things are going to go well. Whether they go the way I want them to or not, I am going to have a good year. There's no way I'm going to let this affect me in any way, whatsoever.
Seriously go away. Don't text me and tell me that you're sorry and you wish you could make it up to me. I know the way that you are and I've never even met you before. I don't know why you even bothered asking me if you were just gonna go behind my back and do it anyways. Two-faced. I know that it's tempting, but there are so many others that you can do that stuff to. For real, I'm past the point of sad and feeling sorry for myself and now I'm just pissed. You're out of control, you need to get some will power and grow up. Even though you tried to patch things up, this last stunt you pulled definitely did not make me such a big fan of yours. I don't know if you have a conscience but I think you need to get it looked at. You agreed with me that it'd be good to have a drama-free year? It can be accomplished so easily, and you're making it so difficult! So far, this year is looking great. Thanks, by the way.
