#yaoogui

the night is young or whatever is the saying. dai is too high and rambunctious glued to hiro AND kitty — kitty who is worse than a cockroach in their idyllic crime life. she seeks solace in her phone, in sen, such a sweet normal man. maybe she chose the wrong life, the doubts creep in as she takes in the scene.

a ping. a message. she exists the private booth, as if she was doing something wrong. a dirty little secret yuka doesn't want anyone to find out about. girlish smile sits on her lips.

 she isn't quite sure why she came here . why , all of a sudden decided to actually visit the place he told her once . a nice bar owned by one of his friends . at first akina was surprised to discover he had any friends but thinking about it now , it seems natural . because people don't see him , they see a talented photographer with philosophical views on his life and the pictures he takes . akina has seen too much to even pay attention to the mask he's created , or how anxious he was about keeping it upright against the faces of his ‘ friends ‘ . mind toeing the edge of aggression when she's so suddenly grabbed and pulled into an alley near the bar , though her curiosity paints a delicate frown on her pale face and eventually , lets her decide to listen to the madman . ❛ . . you told them i'm your girlfriend ? ❜  her brows raise and her mouth hangs agape— this level of maniac was new to her . her mind , albeit in shock , tries to imagine a life with him . violent devotions often turn into violent hatred when truth is revealed . she's seen the same play way too much , he's as obsessed as a man would be with medusa , but with his eyes closed . it's not hard to understand him . takayama was the most painful ‘ almost ‘ she ever had , she's imagined way too many good endings with him . lied to people on his funeral about them being strangers , because she thought she didn't deserve to mourn his death . the thoughts vanish when she notices sen’s worried stare – right . his little lie . ❛ at least you didn't tell them we're married or something . ❜  that would alarm her , it does now but not to the point of a firm refusal . akina loves seeing him like this , likes it when he's on his toes and begging with his eyes . her tongue wets her lips , and she shifts in her spot before pushing his hands away . ❛ alright . just don't tell them we're in love or something . ❜  pulling a face at the mention of such thing , she brushes past him to head toward the bar . a hand gripping his arm , then gently locking with it as lovers would . they enter the place with akina's bright smile , waving cutely at his friends and letting them shake her hand . while one of them tell sen that she's beautiful , akina sits on a stool , politely nodding a thanks . one of the girls are playful , keeps telling her why it's not a good idea to date sen . ‘ he's crazy ! ‘ akina stares at him with a tilted head , and says with a growing smile . ❛ but i like him this way . i think he's an enigma . . also he's very good in bed . ❜  the girl giggles , nudges akina's arm and akina joins in . / @yaoogui

 it's not intentional , the way her breath leaves her in a quiet giggle when he talks . balls out , as if he shows any effort to keep them in his pants or cover up — akina has come to like his relaxed state more than she'd probably like to admit . yesterday he let her break a glass against a man's head for staring at her for too long , the other day they made out in the lobby . his laid back personality gave her courage in a way . she could burn the world and he'd stand back and clap , he had something in him ; no matter what she did , he was always smiling as pretty as ever . dai made her a free woman , she had no cage to rattle and no time to think about the dead brother or their clashing clans . he's even cracked the code of her anger – whenever they fought , he'd say something wrong and it'd just make akina giggle out of nowhere . if there wasn't a war brewing between them , they'd probably make a beautiful pair . akina isn't an easy woman , and she's made sure even goro knew that . goro , whom she needed , whom she respected to some degree until that fateful night of revelation . ❛ i don't want anyone else to see those balls . ❜  and she means it , he should know the lengths of her possessiveness by now . embarrassingly easy to be pulled against him , bite her lip as he starts mumbling so close to her face . how is she supposed to pay attention ? when the ink on his flesh looks ravishing , when he looks exceptionally beautiful when he's telling her he'll have to kill her .

 she doesn't care about what he's saying , he can tell because she's grabbing his face between her hands and kissing him . a soft hum , pleased with the way his lips and tongue touch hers , glide against each other . her head tilts , smiling a little between their kisses and licking her lips when they pull away at last – ❛ we can't go to kamakura either . though that's far away . ❜  she mumbles while pulling away to head for the closet . opening it , going through some of his pants and shirts , choosing a pair of loose creamy pants and a plain black shirt . the clothes they're going to burn before leaving here , probably , different attire in every city they run to . their stay in this small one had been stretched too long because it was the safest location considering both of their clans , but they had to leave soon . ❛ i don't think we have danger near us at least not on my part . ❜  the pants and shirt was thrown on the bed as she walks toward the mirror again . her lipgloss deep red , cherry flavored and cherry colored , rubbing on her plump lips tenderly before they close to spread the color everywhere . her gaze doesn't meet his , she's too focused on fixing the lip gloss but she mumbles ; ❛ i would let you tear my chest and hold my heart . in front of your men , maybe that's when they'd understand that you care about me more ? when i die in your arms ? ❜  sweetness crawls back into her deep voice , softened by longing . akina was never going to have dai yamazaki , not when they were young , not when she got married to goro and not now . the thought is enough to sour her mood , she toys with the applier of her lip gloss as she keeps thrusting it in and out of the soft , cherry scented slime inside the tiny bottle . ❛ . . do we have to kill each other to prove something ? that's kind of a bummer . ❜  her round hips settle on the soft mattress , brushing her thumb on the lipgloss bottle mindlessly . ❛ i would be your cute little wife . i’d make you dinner and give you a blowjob after your evening coffee . ❜ / @yaoogui