Feeling depressed bc i missed out on a zoom conducted interview for a place tht probably was a diet mlm . Mostly just had a meltdown bc when text things dont go well n i think theyre easy or straightforward i just collapse n also pmdd made me cry twenty minutes earlier from a former thesis advisor asking what i wanted to do. And recounting tht now brought tears to my eyes again.

Watching s2e11 of spn bc someone else on reddit said it might be the ep i watched watched as a kid. Its colder (further from my memory) than the Friday the 13th series episode. But im enjoying this ep more than the other ep i tried of spn probably 15 years ago. Very funny this episode uses antique'ers as a euphism for gay sth tht they assume the brothers of being. Not even an interesting of funny gay joke bc strains my incruidility. The way the lynchpin of this is a creole nanny who taught an old white lady hoodoo when she was a kid is goofy to ne.

I think ive finally decided on the superpower that i wish i would have which is projecting my thoughts into others minds telepathy style. Like projecting how i think in a way that is understood by their mind. Trying to turn my thoughts into words or harder still text feels so ardurous like basically all the time

Finally got safe water. Pretty sure that the very expired filters and expired water I have been drinking for three days has been causing me gastro intestinial issues. Like I just had terrible explosive.... watery excretions of which i havent seen the likes of in a long time. and bc of my gastroparesis its possible that the my body has been dealing with this for Days and finally expelled the toxins.

I thought that the chat of a vtuber whos theming is being a rubber hose style animation who talks about animation a lot ...would appreciate fred tatasciore in a dating sim as a character named freddy yeti w animalistic charcistics but i once again am disappointed bc my interests nvr align with others

Talking about a dating sim character who has flirty sexual lines as a red flag is so funny. Like this is not a real person they are like this after only having met you 24 hours ago because this is a dating sim. Is it a red flag in a fighting game when a character declares that they hate you n want to pummel you into a pulp despite only having just met

Saw someone suggest some nerdy brand as being better than another tht did get bought out by private equity. N the brand suggested had clothes that were a four way blend of like polyester/nylon/spandex/acrylic or something similar. N idk too much abt fabrics so i could b wrong. But like polyblends r notorious for pilling badly right? So i guess its high quality bc of the design n like structure of the clothes. But the material alone makes me question how well itll hold upon