#xtygs

.. I get big bucks today. plus im getting sexier than a motherfucker. aha! naaaw but for'real tho. I can't complain.. since late, good things been poppin off in my direction. I cant help but giving God thanks and those who held me down throughout my fuckry. I'm too young for this shit, but I guess it can only make me a more mature young adult/adult when i get older. "All i used to care about was Vaginas, till they got Periods, now all I care about is Commas". As much as there are alot of ladies out thurr (within my range) that I would like to pine, for a brief moment in my life, ive had ta say fuck em.. just so I can get my priority straight, even A** .. i fuccin loved that girl.

Been through so much shiiit and i still found tha courage ta keep my head up and encourage others like i aint going through some things myself. But it's cool tho, fuck it all. fuck all my situations that served ta bring me down cuz "if there were no Solutions then I wouldn't have these Problems" right? Im good... I don't feel like dying anymore, just wanna live a little... If I can put up a fight against all that and styll be here. 'I can do anything' (I now believe that). Still feel like it's me against tha word tho. Being a loner good for people like me.

Styll workin on my 'EP' too (Xtygs: Loner Life). I feel like it's tha one of tha few ways I can voice my story. Guess thats a tad bit cliche, since most o these motherfuckers out here rappin now huh? But ye, i dont give a fuck.. cuz God forbid.. if i die young and i dont ever put that out.. people wont ever hear/see what I went through for however years I've been put on this earth. So im fully dedicated to this project. I love it. Thank God for how I feel in tha moment right now cuz "TALB" -

one o dem niggas who talk shit about pussy/bitches & money and other materialistic fuckry. these are just swagged out fucked up thoughts im bombarded with on a second to second basis. like how often im reminded of tha fact that ama die. the thought won't never go away. Maybe i should do DRUGS... naww, fuck it! but if i ever die YOUNG, hopefully 100+ ppl see how fuckin paranoid i was. im not weird .... well i am, but not tha "weird" ppl consider me ta be. face ta face im that nigga, its just these thoughts that justifies my wierdness.