#xoe

INSTAX MINI 8 + INSTAX WIDE | MODELS: NATHALIA RHODES, XOE, LOVE LISSA, WHITNEY MASTERS, BBYDICKCHENEY, ZTHEBUG, FRESHIE JUICE, AUDREY BOREALIS, ABBI DIV, TRIX E

I’m not sure if it’s the heat that’s gotten the best of me or maybe just the summer itself// I spill my guts about everything maybe just hoping you’d know the intent was somewhere underneath the practiced cover story I speak just as I breathe// Days by your side & nights spent on the beach// Running away to the next great idea & singing about all the heartache Ive proclaimed to leave in the last state// If that’s the case we’ll run forever trying to escape // Rants held together by good intent & unfilled promises that once held depth & I see you’re starting to wander if it’s gonna be okay// do you still believe it ? Out of gas/ out of luck/ time to reup // wasted & wasting away, I didn’t want anyone to know I am not okay:/ still trying to deny that this is all I’ll ever be// we’ll figure it out// & what if’s turning into it should have been us then

I gave up on me & made sure you did too// I think if I’m gonna be real, I couldn’t bare watching myself be happy// I got used to you & you got sick of me// that’s the way it seemed to always be Im selfish but I do want you to be happy// Blurred lines & wrongs called right //dosing out enough to cover up whatever nonsense to resemble morals or something like it//those were something from the passed// that version of me wouldn’t last// if I disappoint you I won’t say sorry, I’m done with that. Pass me the bottle please? Convinced that this was everything I needed to say & that the words drunkin & mumbled held sense of depth// that holding on to you wasn’t a losing bet.

Maybe it was the summer heat or maybe it was the way you let me be// it was the honesty that we claimed to have //the way you knew my worst & pretended to have my back/ Lessoned and learned there isn’t a way to say the bottles empty but my feelings are just a tipsy finger tip away// no one blames you & I don’t hate you// I’ve always loved you maybe// I just can’t believe you got entangled & caught up with a dead end like me// Just tell me to leave, just leave me If you didn’t want to love me that’s all you had to say// I didn’t need you/ You just wanted me to be okay Like everyone else you learned the hard way// I don’t think it was the summer heat// it was me wanting to believe

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