#written update

Maybe im the only one who kept that promise after all these years and lifetimes.

Maybe your stomach doesn't hurt when you think about me and maybe you don't even think about me at all.

Maybe none of it was real.

Maybe the version of you in my head didn't exist,maybe the version of me wasn't real because i created it just so we could be the same.

Maybe we were both just pretending we were something we weren't so we could fit together.

-Me.

Hearing of her death is undeniably sad, yet I can’t help but feel a sense of pride in her. She spoke openly about what many people are afraid to admit. Sometimes, choosing to stop fighting doesn’t come from weakness or from being a bad example. For me, it can also represent bravery, strength, and radical honesty—telling the truth about pain without pretending it’s noble or beautiful. 🤍🤍🤍

A tiny but very important miracle happened today:

I finally finished outlining the entire first book.

All the chapters are mapped out, the plot is breathing, twists are standing exactly where they should…

And now there’s just one “small” thing left to do:

write the remaining 7 chapters.

Seven.

It looks intimidating… but also kind of exciting.

You know that feeling?

When the story already exists — it follows you to the kitchen, comments on your tea choices, refuses to leave your brain…

It’s ready to be written. It wants to be real.

So all I have to do now is reach the end.

“Just” — haha, sure. But still.

I like to believe that the finish line is getting closer.

For now — I’m celebrating this little victory and cheering for myself. 🤞✨

And if you’re writing something too —

how’s your journey going? 💬

Lời nói có thể ngọt ngào, nhưng hành động mới là điều chứng minh bản chất thật sự.

Nếu em thấy lạc lối, hãy tạm gác lại cả hai và dành thời gian tự hỏi mình thật sự muốn gì. Đôi khi, câu trả lời nằm trong chính sự bình yên của em, không cần ai khác.

Em không cần vội vàng quyết định. Những người thật lòng sẽ sẵn sàng chờ đợi em. Hãy chọn người khiến em cảm thấy là chính mình, được trân trọng và không bao giờ phải nghi ngờ.🌿

From: sa-sa-blogger - (Cre,please)

And for me, well… it all seemed like a decoy, sadly.