But I love you ᡣ𐭩 Kazutora x reader Might be ooc. Reblogs appreciated
"We are breaking up, 'Tora,'' You said as sternly as you could, a clear contrast to the tears that spilled, they warned you about the cost that came with dating someone like him yet that didn't stop him from being unlovable.
For you, it didn't matter how fucked up you both actually were, somewhere between being too much and too little for others. Here, it felt like home so why are things now failing for you again? It's bittersweet and very much familiar, the kind of familiar that makes you feel uncomfortable in your skin, in your own fucked up world.
Things were good here, you thought you were doing well. Coming to a sense of your reality still made you feel guilty for the promises your younger self once promised to meet.
You sigh, building enough courage to look up, his nose scrunched up, holding back his stupid pout, his expression almost changing into a nasty frown. Fuck, You knew this was going to be hard, instead of it bringing you hatred towards him, it reminded you of how vulnerable Kazutora really is. It's insane the attachment you two got used now too on the line.
''Just look at me, I'm insane, this is insane!'' You saw it coming, This has got to be your best decision but Kazutora seemed to think otherwise.
''But, I love you,'' His tone is so touching and frustrated, alike to that one time the two of you vented in the empty parking lot where, for a rare moment, the thought of speaking about his or your past didn't seem so uncomfortable. For him, it's betrayal for sharing his blood, sweat and tears with you and this is the decision you have come to? He loves all of you so is it sadistic of him to expect you to love all of him, even the unstable parts?
''What?'' You questioned to maybe ask if this is truly the best decision, were you really so unhappy, you were isolating everything around you?
''I can't imagine love without seeing the real things you go through,'' He chuckles but it holds no comic sense, ''I feel offended you even suggested that.''
''Let me see all of you. You've showed me things I thought I couldn't feel before and for that I will do no less than return the favor,'' His eyes watery with some kinda of nostalgia. With you, He tries to hold back such negative reaction, pauses between words as he gets reminded of making such decisions about relationships at a young age.
"So please, Let me,''
By the time silence fell between you two again, your muffled whimpers were no longer little, it was such a air of breath air, your mind couldn't help but cross your other extremely shitty situations compared to Kazutora, It wasn't ideal but it provides you all the more confirmation you needed and it was no longer something you wanted to cut off.
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