#xenotaph

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xenotaph [usa] // classical black metal.

As one witch leaves, the body of another awakens.

❝ You never were good at this, were you? Feelings. ❞

❝ I was six, so. ❞

❝ You're not six anymore. So what are you doing? ❞

❝ ... ❞

❝ Is it because Fefe- ❞

❝ No. ❞

❝ I'm glad you are so sure. I suppose you did meet her before that all happened. ❞

❝ What are you even getting at? ❞

❝ I was still a fresh scorch mark on the meteor floor when you two set up in the horn pile. ❞

❝ It wasn't like that.❞

❝ No, I suppose we never really knew what it was like. ❞

❝ ... ❞

❝ So. What is this like? ❞

❝ Man, I don't know. ❞

❝ I think you do. ❞

❝ .. She's my friend. I want her to be happy? ❞

❝ She wants more than you want to give her. Will she be happy when she figures that out? ❞

❝ ... Probably not. ❞

❝ I think you are treating her like a barkbeast in its final perigees, just giving her whatever you think will make her happy because any day could be the one she dies too. ❞

+POSITIVE:

You make me laugh | I am inspired by you | I trust you wholeheartedly | I consider you a role model | I am interested in you romantically I am interested in you sexually | I am protective over you | I support you | In my ideal world, you are happy | You give me cute aggression | You have done so much for me l Your approval is meaningful to me l I think of you often | I hope you are a permanent fixture in my life | You don't get enough credit | Your presence is a mood boost

NEUTRAL:

We are vibing | I like your posts | I respect what you've been through | I hope you get what you deserve | We may not be close, but I enjoy what we have | I wish you would seek help | Knowing you has changed me | I consider you trustworthy | You remind me of myself | | like bumping into you at the function | l idolize you | We share a lot of common interests | You're cool

-NEGATIVE: