#xaurorablack

[ text ]: Can I have a recipe please?

[ text ]: I’m kidding!

[ text ]: I woke up to a half empty bottle of cider on my dresser. I drank it and have no regrets. Morning. 

[ ALEX ]: ... How did the bottle get on your dresser? Were you on your dresser when you woke up? Have you had breakfast yet? So many unanswered questions. Good morning, sleeping beauty. 

[ text ]: What a massive egotistical penis 

[ ANGIE ]: I’d say ‘At least it was massive’ but when put to no use, the measurements are kind of non-important.

[ ANGIE ]: Could ridiculously expensive chocolate-covered strawberries and champagne help? I can be in your suite in 10.

honey: when your muse loves someone (whether it be romantic, platonic, or familial love), how do they show it?

When it comes to romantic love, she treats it more like a friendship - with the added benefits of sexual interractions.  She has been known to say that she couldn’t fall in love with someone that she couldn’t be friends with.

It’s a bit tougher for her when it comes to familial love as the only family that she had ever known was her mom who was drunk or high more often than not (and her brother but she doesn’t know he’s her brother yet).   She tried to take as good care of her mother as any 8-9 year old could have - making the meals, doing the laundry, getting her mother to bed when she was passed out drunk.

anise: when it comes to self-care, what does your muse do to take care of themselves? do they take care to spend time on it, or do they feel they don’t deserve it?

I don’t think Jess necessarily feels she deserves self-care and almost views it as friviolous.   When she has a bad day, she doesn’t dive face first into a tub of ben and jerrys or take an hour long bath or treat herself to a trip to the spa; She just goes about her day as per normal, hoping that the next day is a little bit better. 

new leaf: what message would your muse send to their past self, if any?

“Dear self, don’t do it.  I know things seem rough right now, like it’s never going to be good again - but taking that drink and snorting that line of coke? It’s only going to make things infinitely worse for you.  Talk a walk, listen to music - just don’t give in to the addictions.”

moss: how easily does your muse adapt to any new situations they’re thrust into?

Poorly.  She’d handle it really well right off the bat, but quickly get overwhelmed.  Eventually, she’d have a little breakdown - but once she recovered from that and took things on a little more slowly, she’d be okay.

“Well she’s a model so I am game, but not endgame type.”

10: Want any piercings?

“ uh... nah. i’ve had more than enough holes in my body for a lifetime. don’t really need anymore. ”

11: Best friend?

“ javier reyes. hands down. you don’t get much more best than 15 years. ”

12: Relationship status

“ single. and a fucking mess. ”

13: Biggest turn ons

“ hair pulling and biting, with everyone. i’m really into women who could probably kick my ass. strong women are my thing. i like slim, toned guys. i’ve got a thing for control and bein’ dominant. so anyone who stokes that, yeah, that’s a pretty good turn on. i like bein’ teased too. that really riles me up. ”

14: Biggest turn offs

“ someone makin’ fun of me is a real quick way to turn me off. or bein’ a flat out dick. i don’t really have th’ patience for people bein’ mean for no reason. ”

15: Favorite movie