#wrongbus

Oh Goodness... It's been a long day! 

I feel like someone has cut my brain out of my head! Seriously it's like i'm walking comatosed. I can't remember anything for the life of me or I just can't focus! It was awful trying to read english essays for over an hour i'd read it and have to reread it and then read it again! Finally getting to class it was the first time my favorite class felt as if it was never going to end. It's probably because we were talking about suicide. I still was so spaced out even in class. I can't believe I never emailed her my paper. I feel like a horrible slacker. Yesterday I got my sociology paper done two hrs before class -_- This just isn't me, I'm usually better focused on school! 

Talking to Tona helped... it always does. She reassured me that it was okay to let some of these papers slip and accept the C or D. At least it's done. She is talking to her friend about a place I could stay. In exchange I would have to clean. She acted like I'd refuse it, but i'm so up for anything thats a home. At this point I could settle for a cardboard box. I'm tired of being scared of what place I have next. Oh theres also this thing called couch surfing where I actually saw some of my class mates as hosts. I don't know how I feel on it but theres some pretty cool people offering a room or couch to travelers. I planned on meeting up with a friend today to sorta beg her for a place. Plans went south when I was so stupid and got on the WRONG bus! I was emailing Tona back and was unfocused and went with the flow of the bus line... I ended in Caldwell instead of downtown. I wouldn't be able to get downtown for 3 hours which by then the coffee shops would be closed. Looking at when i'd get home would be 6 AM it was only 5 PM! AHHHH!!! Thankfully Tara came and saved me getting lost along the way! Hahah but it was a great night. I needed some friends laughs and stories.