Srry vro I had to ask a question too BAPDBĞANWM 🥹
But honestly, did you had a lover in past? İf you did why did you break up with them? İts okay if you dont want to tell ^_^
I've had lovers in the past, only two I was truly in love with though.
The first girl, and my first obsession. We were best friends and I couldn't get enough of her. One time, when I was sick for an entire week, she had suddenly made a lot of new friends... I felt like I wasn't needed anymore, and of course then I realized it was love.
We quickly broke up in the first week though, I'm still unsure about the reason, she never gave me a clear answer... I ended up confessing to her everyday for about a year after that.
My relationships after that contained all of her closest friends, I only realized later what I was doing later on... I wasn't over her.
My second lover, honestly, it never became love... She lost interest in me once I finally decided to pursue her. I made her uncomfortable because of my extreme affection, one of the reasons being my delusion/wrong ideas that she still liked me, and was begging me to save her... She's the reason I joined tumblr, but now I don't have any way to contact her anymore... It was my own fault though, I'm not trying to defend my wrongdoings; She rejected me multiple times, and I took it too far. I wonder if she's still on Tumblr anywhere?














