Clearly itās all bullshit having a partner. I am clearly a useless human being and I am drenched in depression. Soaked like how oil would feel on a seagull. I just feel so down and over it and I am done with it. I regret living and I wish I could just be in the corner alone.
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it is a peaceful day outside, the sun is shining and the birds are chirping their beautiful tune, nothing is better than a nice day like this, and nothing is better than living the same life over and over against your will.
it's been many months, and, nothing
nothing at all
āI've been questioning this all day, and im starting to think that itās been more than thatā stated the young skeleton, as he sits down, quietly alone.
*tap tap* the young skeleton hereās in the void he calls home *tap tap*, once more he shivers at the noise,Ā āwho...who's there...ā he mumbles out scared, he gets up and looks around, "i-if anyone is there... come out." he says more clearly, shaking his boney hands, "i-i am not afraid of you... just show your self..."
still nothing...
the silence is killing him, even more so than the fear inside of him, yet he still carries on. "I k-know someone i-is there..."
dripping... "w-what is that noise.." he questions as he ventures further
down the void, more dripping, "a water source?" he thinks to himself hearing a loud but subtle flow of water in the far distance to his left,
IM GOING TO COMMIT DIE THIS SUCKS!
(am want to write EPIC story, with me OC's YES)
also, I only did this because of uhhhhh big boi ma-gent-na
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so itās a little early to start ranting about all of the shit that i want to do in built on glass for dirk and a-bro, considering dave hasnāt even shown upĀ yet, but nonetheless:
obviously built on glass as a whole is kind of a fic centered around the effects of dirk growing up like he did impacting life when heās introduced into a modern, fully functioning world like weāre used to. i could go on and on (and probably will go on and on) about the hints that we see in canon homestuck of dirk being less than well adjusted, but needless to say what we see in canon in no way compares to how the real world would be.
because yeah homestuck sees a lot of characters but if you think about it how many people would just oneĀ of the kids see on average every day? itās even kind of safe to assume that in the six(?) months that dirk and jake were dating they really only saw a lot of each other and thatās it. jane and roxy probably didnāt feature in their lives an awful lot at that point aside from maybe over pesterchum and the occasional visit or so.
but even if thatās not true and all four of the alphas saw each other every day (along with anybody that they saw in the dream bubbles i guess?) it would in no way compare to the sheer number of strangers you would see EVERY DAY in real life unless, like Dirk is right now in built on glass and as youāll see more prominently next chapter, you shut yourself into your house entirely.
and on that note, in built on glass weāre starting on the note ofĀ āDirk has not even met the other alpha kids in person yet.ā dirk, in the beginning of built on glass, is not familiar with interacting with people AT ALL and often views normal things that regular people see every day and donāt think about in detail VERY STRANGELY. for example heāll get freaked out hearing/feeling another personās pulse, the sensation of flesh against flesh and generally touching another human being is weird for him, etc.
Basically this all kind of plays with the idea that Dirk doesnāt fully see himself as human because he hasnāt been AROUND humans, (obviously he knows that heās a human and identifies as a human, but,) and is more comfortable with feeling and touching artificial things and synthetic people than natural things and fully organic people.
Which Iāll get into in greater detail in later chapters when heās actually INTERACTING with other people regularly, but those are the bare bones.
Additionally, when Dave comes in heās going to view him as a kid at first. Partially because Dirk will tell him that heās only 16, partially because Dave is going to have to show Dirk a lot of things and help him adapt to a lot of things. So, naturally, Dave is probably going to attempt to do a lot more than necessary for Dirk and immediately get the reaction ofĀ āuh? I can do this myself I donāt need help.ā
Obviously Dirk is going to have a hard time accepting help with a lot of things. Because he grew up alone the way he did and heās used to doing everythingĀ alone.
... ok this turned into a lot I was just kind of spitting out some of my ideas whoops.