#writingonherhands

Dear now, Im sorry I fight. But fighting is a defense when I feel the hurt coming. You may not know this but the words you speak interprate different feelings than you feel. But then again feelings and words are two different things that come together to mean the same. Truth be told by words, feelings, and actions. It will come out sooner or later. I rather you tell me now. I want to feel two in one just as feelings and words drown into echos of the same ocean waves. Love, yours truly. Dear you, I couldnt love you if I couldnt love myself. I didnt want to bring you down with me. I will always have love for you. Loving you and being with you are two things that can be separate and together. Loving you is a feeling that may stay or fade away and being with you is choice we make. I hope that one day you can forgive me. Love, yours truly

#tiredofthisshit

Just when I thought I had it together I fall completely apart.