It's been a while
Is my insanity causing delusions?
Or is sanity believing someone else's illusions?
I constantly force a reserved expression,
my churning rage stays in repression,
until my logical mind starts succession.
You can't force rationality on an irrational mind,
before thoughts start to twist and wind,
and reality bends through the passage of time.
Self-aware and mindful,
I know judgement is blind behind a blindfold.
Always stay reserved,
especially when unnerved,
or even deserved.
But repression doesn't change perception,
and in my perception I see deception.
Sobriety in a drunken society,
that has forgotten piety,
makes me question psychiatry.
Those who criticize the most,
have the most skeletons to boast.
Those who claim the most morals,
always end up in the most quarrels.
I keep my distance,
because in my resistance,
I can at least maintain consistence.
Let me get back to the reality of my emotions,
and displaced devotions among the rest of the commotions.










