#worldoffame

Justin

  Did she really just hang up on me? What the hell was that? I mean I gave her the best years of her life and she leaves me in the middle of winter because she wasn’t ready, and now she hangs up on me?  Siso could be so self-centered and indecisive at times yet I still love her. I never did and never will stop. I tried moving on but that shit didn’t work because I’m still stuck on her. It’s like I was stuck on stupid. What we have is what I call “Our never Ending Saga”. We break up and stop talking for a period of time and after I start missing her so too much I hit her up. I can’t help it in away… She’s just my obsession. The main thing that keeps coming between us is an outsider. But little does that outsider know… every time we break up Siso and I come back ten times stronger.

As for now I’ll just call her up later on tonight after I leave the studio. My career is still booming. Not once have I created an flop album. Time after time my music has hit number one on charts, my albums stayed platinum, and my show are always sold-out. But I feel as if I let my career has destroyed my personal life. I’ve haven’t been around my mom in years and my relationships has all flopped. I want a family and have someone be in love with me as much as I am in love with them. I want to wake up with someone by my side every morning. I don’t want to sound selfish but I just want someone all to myself. And that someone is Siso… We just have to take our time. As for all the other dudes that are in her circle they are going to be eliminated very soon. I’m going to treat her to the royals of the world.

  Candy

   Can I not have a drama free life? I’m always getting in some shit that ends up with me getting physical with someone.

“So would you like to press charges?” The officer asked me.

“No.” I answered matter factly.

“What?!?” Chris shouted.

“Ma’am are you sure this isn’t the first time she’s pulled this stunt with you.”

I personally not that big on pressing charges it’s always been a bitch move to me. I sat there and thought about it. The only other person I’ve pressed charges on as Zari but Zair also didn’t stop her antic’s until I pressed chargers on her. So I guess I should choose that route. Chris looked at me with anger in his eyes.

“Yes, I would like to press charges.” I said looking eyes with Chris but speaking to the officer.

“Ok, I believe you’re making the right decision.” The office said smiling at me. I smiled back in reply. Chris then cleared his throat then left the room. I sighed and got up to follow him.

“Ok, what and the hell is your problem?” I asked just below a whisper.

“I can’t believe you wasn’t about to press charges against her!” Chris yelled in the middle of the hospital hallway.

“Lower your voice.” I said in between clinched teeth. I wasn’t about to argue with him in public. I went back in the office grabbed my purse and my sunglasses and waltzed out. I ignored everyone in the hospital. As always the pops were outside waiting. I just ignored them and walked to the truck. Patt came following on my heels unlocking the door for me. We got in and waited for Chris. Minutes later Chris walked out pushing through the pops. He got in the back seat sitting next to me. He buckled up and big Patt drove us on our way.

“Chris fix you attitude because you don’t have anything to be upset about.” I said looking forward.

“Don’t talk to me.” He said gritting his teeth.

“You have nothing to be upset about! I was the one who was physically hurt. You’re the dumbass who agreed to this shit in the first place!” I said pointing in his face.

“And you’re the dumb ass who wasn’t about to press charges on her!”

“AND?!?! That’s up to me! Why you mad? Huh? You have no valid reason!” My blood began to boil.

“Candy this ain’t the time and the place.” He said looking out the window trying to ignore me.

Chyna

I sat in my car dressed in black. My home Girl Trilli slid in my car.

“So what’s up?” Trilli said smacking her gum.

“So this hoe is trying to take Ty from me.” I said gripping the wheel.

“And who is this we’re talking about? Do she not know who you are?”

“This chick named Siso, I don’t know If she knows who I am but she’s about to find out.” I said cranking up my car.

“So you got word on where she at?” Trill said pulling her hair up into a high ninja bun.

“Yeah If Kae followed up with our plan then she’s at the hospital.” I said laughing.

“Why there?” She said sounding completely lost.

“Kae and I have been planning to get these two for the longest.”

“So, You so what did Kae do?” She said trying to get the complete story.

“Oh, she planned on beating the shit out of Candy one on one. I don’t think she can take her but she was confident in her plan. Candy is way bigger than her, But we’ll never know. This is why I have you” I said smiling.  

“So Imma take Siso one on one?” She said getting excited.

“No, we’re going trash this hoe’s house. And if she comes then we’re gonna jump her.”

“That’s fine with me, but where’s my money?” She said applying lips gloss. I don’t know why she’s trying to get pretty to do dirty work.

“It’s in my purse.” I said quickly pointing towards it before I put my hand back on the wheel.

She went into my purse and got the money. She mushed her face while counting it.

“This is only half.” She said rolling her eyes.

“And you’ll get the other half after the job is done.”

“Play with my money, and we’ll have a problem.” She said gritting her teeth.

“Alright chill Trilli I got you.” I said with an attitude.

Siso

As soon as I got the call I got heated. Chris had to be shittin’ me there is no way Kae pulled that stunt. I pulled on my sweat suit and rushed down stairs. I went in my garage and attempted to get in my car when I noticed I forgot my phone upstairs and I didn’t have  my keys. I seriously needed to calm down. I ran back upstairs and grabbed my phone that was ringing off the hook. Answered and sat on the edge of my bed.

“Hello?”

“Yo siso what’s?” A familiar voice said into my ear.

“Justin?” I questioned.

“Yeah how are you?” He asked.

“I-I’m Fine..” I said stuttering. I smacked myself on my fore head.

“You sure, you sound a little nervous.” He said giggling.

“No- no.. I’m good. It’s just that your call caught me off guard.” I said nervously. I haven’t spoken to Justin since I left him in that winter.

He continued to talk. But a glass breaking down stairs caught my ear.

“Justin hold on, let me call you right back” I whispered. I hung up before he replied and turned my phone on silent. I tipped toed to my closet and got my tayzor gun. I went under my bed and quickly got my bat.  I put the tayzor in my back pocket and gripped my bat with both hands. I heard another glass break. I dialed 911 and let it ring. I slipped it in my back pocket so they can hear everything. I tipped toed down the stairs holding my breath.

“Stupid hoe.” I heard a muffled voice say from my living room. I looked into the mirror that was directly across from it. I saw two bodies dressed in black wearing  masks in the reflection. I bit my lip and ran into the room swinging at the first body’s head. Knocking it clean out. The other person turned around and eye’s turned into anger. It threw a vase at me nearly knocking me in my head. I fell on the floor dodging object. I let out a scream and stood on my feet.  The person jumped on me sending us both to the ground. We threw blows at each other. I let out screams but the person never said a word.  I blocked my face with my left arm and dug into my back pocket while. Blows were being thrown at my head. Pulled out my tayzor and jabbed it into the person’s stomach. I held down the button with force.  The person let out a loud high pitch scream. I held it to it’s stomach until it was sprawled out like a starfish on the floor. I pulled out my phone and yelled out my address into the phone.  Jumped to my feet and tazed the other body just too sure I didn’t want to take any chances. I ran to my front door and saw one of Ty’s Audi parked outside. Quickly turned around and ran back into my living room. I went over to the first body that was beating me and snatched off the mask. It was a female, but I’ve never seen her before.  I went to the other body and did the same. And to no surprise it was Chyna. I kicked her in her stomach out of anger.

Candy

  We sat in the small office that was filled with little knick knacks.  Photos of here and celebrities stood tall on a table and along the walls. On her desk sat a large book Titled ReKill Society.  Chris and I sat on a small couch. Looking around the room in silence I could tell was a bit uncomfortable. Seconds later she walked in the room with a smile on her face. Her small frame wore clothes that looked 2 times two big for her.  But yet it still looked nice on her. Her hair was pulled up into a mess bun. She shook hands with both Chris and I and greeted us. She then grabbed the book off of her desk and sat across from us. She laid the book on the coffee table in front of us.

“These are some ideas that I have for the up and coming Line.” She said opening the book. Chris picked up the book and started to look through it. I on the other hand was more focused on my phone.

Kae cleared her throat catching my attention. “So how are you?” She asked trying to hold my gaze.

I raised an eyebrow and quickly glanced at Chris who was side eyeing me. I giggled to myself and shook my head. “Good.” I said going back to checking my email. Chris slightly nudged me. I gave him my Bitch what? Look. “How are you?” I said acting like I cared.

“I’m great.. um can I talk to you alone?” She asked sounding a bit nervous.

I wrinckled my forehead out of shock. “Uh sure.”

She stood up leading the way out of her office and into another room across the hall. She let me in first. I sat down at the small table in the room. I looked around to identify that it was the lunch room. She closed the door behind her and sat down at the table across from me. I sat there giving her all my attention.

“Do you notice something different about me?” She asked so calmly and in such a soft voice.

I looked deep in her eyes not looking anywhere else. “No not-“ I was cut off by a quick blow to the face. I fell out of my chair landing on my back, rolling on the floor.

“You broke my nose bitch. I had to have nose reconstructed! All because you your jealousy! ” She said through clenched teeth. I held on to my face and I quickly felt the rage blow through me. I got up as fast as I could holding my leaking nose.  Did she really get me to come here just to give me payback for something she caused so many years ago? Her attire made sense to me know. She planned this shit out. I on the other hand was unprepared. I was in heels and my hair was down. I quickly took off my shoes and knotted my hair. I bit my lip and ran into her. I grabbed her by her neck with one hand and punched her in the face with the other. She spat in my face and pushed me on the table making the table flip and us falling with it. She climbed on top of me and started to choke me. I grabbed for her face and started to claw and hit her trying to get her off of me. I reached above my head for something but I felt nothing. I reached to my side and my hand stumbled on of my heels. I grabbed it and smacked her in the face with it as hard as I could. She let go of my neck and held onto her eye. I gasped for air and moved away from her.

“You stupid bitch! You tried to fucking kill me?!” I yelled to the top of my lungs coughing. I heard on the banging on the door and Chris yelling for one of us to let him in. I ignored it and grabbed Kae by her neck and I blacked out…

Chris

Everyone in the office was looking for the key or was trying to unlock that door. But it was know where to be found and opening this door was becoming mission impossible. Our bodyguards were trying to kick the door in but were failing terribly at it. I was about to bam on the door when the door flew open and out marched a bloody Candy. My eyes grew wide. She was shaking and she walked with a limp and her head down. She walked passed me and went into Kae’s office to get her purse. Everyone stood in silence. In the lunch room lied an also bloody Kae. She was on the floor curled into a small ball. The room was a mess. Shoes were all over the place, there were a broken table, and turned over chairs.

“Call a medic!” Someone yelled.  I looked at Patt to see him nodding behind him queuing me to leave. I quickly walked out and Patt followed behind me.  When we got to the truck was already in the back seat with her head down. I got in besides her trying to hold her but she quickly pushed me away.

“Don’t touch me !” She yelled.  Patt got in cranking up to the car.

“We’re taking her to the Er.” Patt said pulling out of the parking space. Candy sat in silence with her head in her lap never lifting her head.

Zari

I sat at the piano in the center of my mum's condo resting my head on the keys. My head spun and my stomach ached. A solid tear rolled down my face.  I turned to my side and puked in the trash can at my side. I let out aloud scream.

“I hate my life!” I said in rage. Tears blurred my vision.

I looked up to the heavens. “Why do I have to live this way, why can’t I live the life that I want?! Huh? Why me?! I can never be happy!” I cried.

I’ve been having many moments like this lately. I wanted nothing more than to get this baby out of me and go on with my life. This shit was miserable. All I do is sleep, pee, and cry. I did have happy moments but they didn’t seem to last. I was truly an unhappy individual. I’ve gain all types of weight and my music has become depressing. I’m singing from the heart a depressing song… A song about my horrid life.

“Zari !” My mother yelled walking in.

I quickly dried my tears and sat the trash can on the floor.

“There you are. You have to be at the doctor’s in an hour get yourself ready sweet heart. “ She said looking me up and down. “What happened to my baby?” She mumbled to herself she shook her head and walked away.   

I sniffed and dragged to my room. I looked in my closet. Nothing fit. I pulled out a pair of sweats and a sweater and started my shower.

  Tyga

I sat at her door debating if I should be doing this or not. Will I regret it? But I can’t get her out of my head. I took my snapback off ran my hand through my hair and let out a deep breath.  I rang the doorbell and waited for to open it. I heard her tiny feet approach the door. She opened the door and flashed her beautiful smile.

“I had a feeling you would have been coming over.” Siso said letting me in.

“You know me to well. But, uh could we talk.” I said playing with my hat in my hand.

“Uh, sure come have a seat. She said leading me into her living room.” She sat down in her recliner kicking her feet up.

The room fell into an awkward silence. “So, how has things-“

“Cut the bullshit why you are you here Ty?” She said cutting me off.

“Alright what’s up with you and that Mijo nigga?” I said cutting the shit. I don’t like seeing her with other people. I don’t believe I ever will. That’s just true shit.

“None of your damn business. I don’t ask about your bitch.” She said catching an attitude.

“ok, so but imma ask about yours.” I said shooting her attitude right back at her.

“We’re not in a relationship Ty calm your tits.”

“Y’all got something going on tho.”

“Why the fuck are you so concern? Are you jealous?” She said standing up folding her arms.

I stood up matching her stance. “Far from it baby.” I walked in her face and bitting my lip.

“Then don’t ask about my shit.” She said getting closer I could feel her lips.

I took that as a hint to kiss her. I pulled her in by her hips embracing her in a deep kiss.  She wrapped her arms around my neck deepening the kiss.

Shad

It's been one week since Zari left, One week of silence in my home, One week of the pop's slaying Zari,Candy, and my name, and one week of me slowly going insane. I was deeply in love with Zari but I always felt alone in this relationship. She would always worry about Candy and Chris and never about us. Yes, she was always with me. But in those moments she was just trying to keep me from my family. I feel in love with her because in her off moments she would make me laugh, waking up to her smile was the right way to start off my day,her voice when she sung in the shower gave me chills I loved that.

Now I sit here in silence in my dark room trapped under my covers not wanting to get up. My heart broke and I just couldn't take it anymore. Two days ago after Zari got out of jail she came and got her stuff and left me a letter. A letter that I wish I never read, a letter I wish she never wrote, filled with words I wish she never thought of. In that letter Zari wrote out how sorry she is for dragging me into her life, how she used me to get to Candy and some how ended up falling in love with me. That got to me . How desperate can you be to do this to someone? It was a six page letter on how almost our whole relationship was a lie. And I was to blind to see it. She fucked up my trust and I'm truly embarrassed of it.

Candy would stop by everyday to check on me and would try to make me laugh. But every time I see that scar under her chin that night replays in my head and I get filled with anger.

"Shad don't worry about it it would go away." She would say every time she catches me looking at it.

But I can't Zari almost destroyed Candy's career. The pop's was calling Candy a bad mom for having her girls around violence. But it wasn't until court the other day that they stopped slaying her name. Candy got a restraining order on her for the safety of her and her kids. And starting next week Zari would be going to therapy. Zari's mom keeps me posted on everything. Even though we broke up doesn't me I don't care about her.

Zari

"Shut up! No I'm not telling him!" I yelled at my Mum.

"You are going to tell him Zari! You can't keep this from him this is to important!" My mum yelled Across the room.

It has been a few days since my mum dragged me back to the U.K and one day since I found out that I was pregnant. If I knew I was pregnant then I wouldn't have fought Candy. I could of killed the baby's little life. I don't want to tell Shad and I don't believe that I have to tell him. I can raise the baby here in the U.K with the help of my mum. Except that I have to go to these damn therapy sessions. The judge told me that the only way he was letting me go is if I go see a therapist for a year. I think it's complete bull crap. What is me telling my problems to some old hag with glass is going to do to anything? I just said yeah to get out of the court room. 

Since I've been here all I've been doing is crying, eating, checking blogs, crying again, crying while eating and watching the blogs. It killed time and when I needed rest I would just fall asleep where I was at. I know Shad hates me right now because of the letter. But, I had to tell him somehow. Guilt was eating me alive and it was the best way to do it. Ugh, Sometimes I hate my life. But it's not my fault I swear it's not ! right? 

"I'm giving you until your four months to tell him...Or I will." My mum said walking out of the living room.

I know she was serious. I hear when she speaks to him on the phone and tell him how I am. I just don't think he needs to know. What if he tries to take the baby away from me? The baby is the only thing I would have to remind me of him... And I don't want lose it.  

I got up from the couch and went out the deck. I let the warm wind brush against my face. I wrapped my arms around my little pooch of a bell I have and smiled to myself.

"I'll do anything to keep you happy my love. I just can't wait to see your face." I whispered to my belly. 

Chris

Candy and I sat in the dull office of our wedding planner.  The sounds of the clock ticking and Kimmi’s hands on the keyboard echoed through the room. Our old wedding planner quit after the second week claiming that we we’re moving to slow. I had no problem with it. It was her money lost not mine I just hired a new one. Kimmi on the other hand had all the right ideas. Anything Candy wanted she got it. She wanted the men to wear all a cream three piece tux with a black bow tie and for the women to wear a black ballroom gown. The tuxes and the gowns were all designed by Versace who is Candy’s favorite designer. Every single flower that was going to be in the garden is going to be cream. Most of the flowers are going to be cream garden roses.  We were picking out styles of chairs and the lighting. Candy even wanted the roses to be dyed black at the reception.

“Ms. Monroe we’re leaving out a big part. Who is going to walk you down the aisle?” Kimmi said.

I looked over at Candy who was now playing with her hair. She looked up at the celling and bit her lip.

“Uh…um can you give me a minute?” Candy said getting out of her chair and walking out of the office.

I looked at Kimmi who looked a little scared. “Was it something I said?”

“Kind of..I’ll be right back.” I said getting up to find Candy.

I looked all over the small building but she wasn’t inside. I asked Kimmi’s assistant and she said she saw Candy walk out to the office. I went outside kind of happy that the pop’s weren’t out there but scared because I have no idea where Candy went. I tried calling her but there was no answer. I walked to the car but she wasn’t there. I was about to drive down the street to see if I could find her but that’s when I saw her sitting by the small pound that was behind the building. She was sitting on a bench with her legs crossed and her ray bands on. I let out a sigh of relief and walked over to sit by her.

“What’s wrong bae?” I said sitting down next to her. I looked at the foggy green pound infront of us.

“I was trying to get around the part of someone walking me down the aisle. It’s been in my mind ever since you purposed to me.” She said twisting the ring on her finger.

I know that in the back of her mind she wished her dad was still here to walk her down the aisle. And if I could I would bring him back just so he could. I would do anything to make her happy, but we all know I can’t bring her dad back… no one can.

“I want Shad to walk me down the aisle. He’s my brother even though we aren’t blood he’s been there for me since the beginning. I-I just haven’t spoken to him in a while Zari won’t let it happen.” She said leaning into me.

“If you want Shad to walk you down the aisle then he will.” I said looking down at her.

“You’re the best bae. I don’t know what I’ll do without you.” She said pecking my lips. “Let’s go back inside and finish this meeting.”  

I followed her back inside and continued with the meeting.

`~~~~

On the way home we stopped to Shad’s condo to talk to him about walking Candy down the aisle. Candy was more excited than anything to see him. When we knocked at the door Zari’s annoying voice was the response.

“Who is it?” She said behind the door.

“Chris and Candy.” I said.

She opened the door and stuck her head out.

“He isn’t here.” She said slamming the door.

“This bitch just-“ Candy started.

Shad opened the door and let us in.

“What’s up bro and sis?” Shad said Candy instantly ran into his arms. It was like watching a movie when the brother and sister got separated when they were younger and somehow became reunited.

“I missed you.” Candy said.

“I missed you too.” He said hugging her back.

She let go of him so I could dap him up. It was like this kid moved all the way to fucking Antarctica or something but in reality he just lived 10 minutes away from us.

“What up man?” He said putting his hands in his pocket.

“Shit.” I said laughing.

“No seriously we need to talk.” Candy said still giggling.

“Come on we can talk in the dining room.” He said walking to the dining room.

Candy sat down across from Shad and I sat next to her.

“Bae can you fix us a glass of water?” Shad said looking back a Zari.

For a little while I forgot she was here.

“Oh hell no! she might spit in it! Bottled water will be fine for us.” Candy said wide eyed. I laugh until it hurt. Zari just huffed and stumped out of the room.

“How do you put up with it?” I said under my breath.

“Not what we’re here for!” Candy yelled butting in.

“Why are you here?” Zari said sitting down at the table with a glass for Shad but no water for Candy and I.

“None of yours.” Candy said eyeing her. “Any way bro you know the wedding is coming soon and you’re my brother you’re the closest guy to me, you’ve know me for almost all my life. Being that my dad isn’t here to give me away… I was wondering if you would.” Candy said playing with her ring again.

“You know I will lil sis.” He said getting up and hugging her.

“Thanks bro!” Candy said beaming.

“No problem. I excited tho my lil sister is going to get married. Have you called your mom?”

“Yeah she would be here two weeks before the wedding, But we should get going your angry bird doesn’t look too happy I’ll text you everything tho.”  Candy said walking to my side.

“Ok, let me walk you out.” Shad said smileing.

“Slut!” Zari yelled .

“Shut up you fucking angry bird lookin’ bitch.” Candy said hugging Shad yelling over his shoulder.

“Candy chill.” I said lowly.

“I don’t want angry bird at my wedding so please leave her in her cage on the wedding day.” Candy said to Shad.

“Shad say something she shouldn’t be talking to me like that.” Zari said standing behind him.

“Dude, fuck your opinion.” Was all Candy said before we walked out the door.

Chris

"Chris stop." She said smiling into my neck. Her finger tips touching my skin under my shirt.

"You don't want me to stop." I said smiling down at her I continued kissing her all over her face.

"Oh Chris stop it." Siso said mocking Candy as she hugged on Mijo.

“No you don’t want me to stop. You want the “D”.” Mijo said mocking me.

We all fell out in laughter.

“You two shut up!” Candy said sitting upright in her chair.

“You two get a room.” Mijo said getting up dumping his plate in the sink.

“This is my house I can fuck my fiancé where ever I want to.” I said pulling Candy back into to me. She let out a small giggle. “I didn’t say anything about y’all two eye fucking each other a few minutes ago.” I said smirking at Mijo and Siso.

Siso turned bright red blushing and Mijo smiled at her.

“Oh! What the hell was that? Is there something that you two want to put on the table?” Candy said.

“Candy shh!” I said into Candy’s hair. We all know that Siso and Mijo like each other. When they are around each other they are in their own little world. Kind of like how Candy and I was when we first met each other.

“Chris we got to go anyway.” Mijo said still smiling at Siso.

“Dude I was trying to help you, but me and Candy can go upstairs to leave you two alone.”

Candy’s eyes began water from laughing.

“No you to go head we’ll meet up with y’all later.” Siso said to Mijo and I.

“If y’all say so.” I said getting up out my chair. I picked Candy up and wrapped my arms around her. “Later gorgeous.”  I said into her lips.

“Later handsome.” She said into mine. I put her back on her feet and Mijo and I were out the door.

We got into the rover and headed to the studio.

“So what’s up with you and Siso?” I said looking over at Mijo who was lost in his phone.

“I mean I have no idea. I do like her though I just don’t know how to pull her into me. I get so nervous around her.” He said putting his phone in his lap.

“Kid she likes you too I can tell. Just pull her into you.” I said shrugging.

“But,” He started.                    

“Where did you two go last night anyway?” I asked cutting him off looking back at the road.

“We went on the deck and just talked.” He said smiling.

“My bro is sprung and he hasn’t even got any yet.” I said laughing.

“I don’t need to she gets me on a natural high and I want to take things slow with her anyway I don’t want to rush her.”

“Yeah, Let’s see how long this is going to last.”

“Anyways bro I’m thinking about moving out here.”  He said in a serious tone.

“Are you serious? Kid this is going to be like old times.”

“Hell yeah, I wanna star a lil business out here.”

“You can stay with us until you get a condo or whatever. I’m sure Candy won’t mind”

“You know something Candy said the same thing to me this morning.”

  Candy

  “Why don’t you two just go out?” I asked Siso as I searched through my song book. Looking for old songs I wrote that came from deep beyond my heart.

“I don’t know.. nerves.” She said looking through her old book.

We were sitting on the floor of my dance studio. Practice is about to start in a few. Siso and I are going through these books just to kill time.

“I can get you two pussy drunk and dare y’all to..”

“No! shut up I want to do I on my own.” Siso said cutting me off.

She knew what I was about to say.

“Hey I’m just trying to give an idea.” I said flipping another page.

“I got an Idea tho. Remember a few years ago when we made up the dance for Beyonce  Dance For You?” Siso said closing her book.

“Yep yep.” I said looking up from mine.

“Let’s remix the dance and perform it for Chris and Mijo tonight.” She said with the biggest smile she could give.

“Hell, yeah because imma be rockin’ on my bae.” I said snapping my fingers and rolling my hips.

“Me too! Come on so we can get a little practice in before everyone gets here.” She said grabbing my hand helping me off the floor.

She went to the back and got the music flowing through the speakers.