Look What you've Done

Justin

  Did she really just hang up on me? What the hell was that? I mean I gave her the best years of her life and she leaves me in the middle of winter because she wasn’t ready, and now she hangs up on me?  Siso could be so self-centered and indecisive at times yet I still love her. I never did and never will stop. I tried moving on but that shit didn’t work because I’m still stuck on her. It’s like I was stuck on stupid. What we have is what I call “Our never Ending Saga”. We break up and stop talking for a period of time and after I start missing her so too much I hit her up. I can’t help it in away… She’s just my obsession. The main thing that keeps coming between us is an outsider. But little does that outsider know… every time we break up Siso and I come back ten times stronger.

As for now I’ll just call her up later on tonight after I leave the studio. My career is still booming. Not once have I created an flop album. Time after time my music has hit number one on charts, my albums stayed platinum, and my show are always sold-out. But I feel as if I let my career has destroyed my personal life. I’ve haven’t been around my mom in years and my relationships has all flopped. I want a family and have someone be in love with me as much as I am in love with them. I want to wake up with someone by my side every morning. I don’t want to sound selfish but I just want someone all to myself. And that someone is Siso… We just have to take our time. As for all the other dudes that are in her circle they are going to be eliminated very soon. I’m going to treat her to the royals of the world.

  Candy

   Can I not have a drama free life? I’m always getting in some shit that ends up with me getting physical with someone.

“So would you like to press charges?” The officer asked me.

“No.” I answered matter factly.

“What?!?” Chris shouted.

“Ma’am are you sure this isn’t the first time she’s pulled this stunt with you.”

I personally not that big on pressing charges it’s always been a bitch move to me. I sat there and thought about it. The only other person I’ve pressed charges on as Zari but Zair also didn’t stop her antic’s until I pressed chargers on her. So I guess I should choose that route. Chris looked at me with anger in his eyes.

“Yes, I would like to press charges.” I said looking eyes with Chris but speaking to the officer.

“Ok, I believe you’re making the right decision.” The office said smiling at me. I smiled back in reply. Chris then cleared his throat then left the room. I sighed and got up to follow him.

“Ok, what and the hell is your problem?” I asked just below a whisper.

“I can’t believe you wasn’t about to press charges against her!” Chris yelled in the middle of the hospital hallway.

“Lower your voice.” I said in between clinched teeth. I wasn’t about to argue with him in public. I went back in the office grabbed my purse and my sunglasses and waltzed out. I ignored everyone in the hospital. As always the pops were outside waiting. I just ignored them and walked to the truck. Patt came following on my heels unlocking the door for me. We got in and waited for Chris. Minutes later Chris walked out pushing through the pops. He got in the back seat sitting next to me. He buckled up and big Patt drove us on our way.

“Chris fix you attitude because you don’t have anything to be upset about.” I said looking forward.

“Don’t talk to me.” He said gritting his teeth.

“You have nothing to be upset about! I was the one who was physically hurt. You’re the dumbass who agreed to this shit in the first place!” I said pointing in his face.

“And you’re the dumb ass who wasn’t about to press charges on her!”

“AND?!?! That’s up to me! Why you mad? Huh? You have no valid reason!” My blood began to boil.

“Candy this ain’t the time and the place.” He said looking out the window trying to ignore me.

Chyna

I sat in my car dressed in black. My home Girl Trilli slid in my car.

“So what’s up?” Trilli said smacking her gum.

“So this hoe is trying to take Ty from me.” I said gripping the wheel.

“And who is this we’re talking about? Do she not know who you are?”

“This chick named Siso, I don’t know If she knows who I am but she’s about to find out.” I said cranking up my car.

“So you got word on where she at?” Trill said pulling her hair up into a high ninja bun.

“Yeah If Kae followed up with our plan then she’s at the hospital.” I said laughing.

“Why there?” She said sounding completely lost.

“Kae and I have been planning to get these two for the longest.”

“So, You so what did Kae do?” She said trying to get the complete story.

“Oh, she planned on beating the shit out of Candy one on one. I don’t think she can take her but she was confident in her plan. Candy is way bigger than her, But we’ll never know. This is why I have you” I said smiling.  

“So Imma take Siso one on one?” She said getting excited.

“No, we’re going trash this hoe’s house. And if she comes then we’re gonna jump her.”

“That’s fine with me, but where’s my money?” She said applying lips gloss. I don’t know why she’s trying to get pretty to do dirty work.

“It’s in my purse.” I said quickly pointing towards it before I put my hand back on the wheel.

She went into my purse and got the money. She mushed her face while counting it.

“This is only half.” She said rolling her eyes.

“And you’ll get the other half after the job is done.”

“Play with my money, and we’ll have a problem.” She said gritting her teeth.

“Alright chill Trilli I got you.” I said with an attitude.

Siso

As soon as I got the call I got heated. Chris had to be shittin’ me there is no way Kae pulled that stunt. I pulled on my sweat suit and rushed down stairs. I went in my garage and attempted to get in my car when I noticed I forgot my phone upstairs and I didn’t have  my keys. I seriously needed to calm down. I ran back upstairs and grabbed my phone that was ringing off the hook. Answered and sat on the edge of my bed.

“Hello?”

“Yo siso what’s?” A familiar voice said into my ear.

“Justin?” I questioned.

“Yeah how are you?” He asked.

“I-I’m Fine..” I said stuttering. I smacked myself on my fore head.

“You sure, you sound a little nervous.” He said giggling.

“No- no.. I’m good. It’s just that your call caught me off guard.” I said nervously. I haven’t spoken to Justin since I left him in that winter.

He continued to talk. But a glass breaking down stairs caught my ear.

“Justin hold on, let me call you right back” I whispered. I hung up before he replied and turned my phone on silent. I tipped toed to my closet and got my tayzor gun. I went under my bed and quickly got my bat.  I put the tayzor in my back pocket and gripped my bat with both hands. I heard another glass break. I dialed 911 and let it ring. I slipped it in my back pocket so they can hear everything. I tipped toed down the stairs holding my breath.

“Stupid hoe.” I heard a muffled voice say from my living room. I looked into the mirror that was directly across from it. I saw two bodies dressed in black wearing  masks in the reflection. I bit my lip and ran into the room swinging at the first body’s head. Knocking it clean out. The other person turned around and eye’s turned into anger. It threw a vase at me nearly knocking me in my head. I fell on the floor dodging object. I let out a scream and stood on my feet.  The person jumped on me sending us both to the ground. We threw blows at each other. I let out screams but the person never said a word.  I blocked my face with my left arm and dug into my back pocket while. Blows were being thrown at my head. Pulled out my tayzor and jabbed it into the person’s stomach. I held down the button with force.  The person let out a loud high pitch scream. I held it to it’s stomach until it was sprawled out like a starfish on the floor. I pulled out my phone and yelled out my address into the phone.  Jumped to my feet and tazed the other body just too sure I didn’t want to take any chances. I ran to my front door and saw one of Ty’s Audi parked outside. Quickly turned around and ran back into my living room. I went over to the first body that was beating me and snatched off the mask. It was a female, but I’ve never seen her before.  I went to the other body and did the same. And to no surprise it was Chyna. I kicked her in her stomach out of anger.

Candy

  We sat in the small office that was filled with little knick knacks.  Photos of here and celebrities stood tall on a table and along the walls. On her desk sat a large book Titled ReKill Society.  Chris and I sat on a small couch. Looking around the room in silence I could tell was a bit uncomfortable. Seconds later she walked in the room with a smile on her face. Her small frame wore clothes that looked 2 times two big for her.  But yet it still looked nice on her. Her hair was pulled up into a mess bun. She shook hands with both Chris and I and greeted us. She then grabbed the book off of her desk and sat across from us. She laid the book on the coffee table in front of us.

“These are some ideas that I have for the up and coming Line.” She said opening the book. Chris picked up the book and started to look through it. I on the other hand was more focused on my phone.

Kae cleared her throat catching my attention. “So how are you?” She asked trying to hold my gaze.

I raised an eyebrow and quickly glanced at Chris who was side eyeing me. I giggled to myself and shook my head. “Good.” I said going back to checking my email. Chris slightly nudged me. I gave him my Bitch what? Look. “How are you?” I said acting like I cared.

“I’m great.. um can I talk to you alone?” She asked sounding a bit nervous.

I wrinckled my forehead out of shock. “Uh sure.”

She stood up leading the way out of her office and into another room across the hall. She let me in first. I sat down at the small table in the room. I looked around to identify that it was the lunch room. She closed the door behind her and sat down at the table across from me. I sat there giving her all my attention.

“Do you notice something different about me?” She asked so calmly and in such a soft voice.

I looked deep in her eyes not looking anywhere else. “No not-“ I was cut off by a quick blow to the face. I fell out of my chair landing on my back, rolling on the floor.

“You broke my nose bitch. I had to have nose reconstructed! All because you your jealousy! ” She said through clenched teeth. I held on to my face and I quickly felt the rage blow through me. I got up as fast as I could holding my leaking nose.  Did she really get me to come here just to give me payback for something she caused so many years ago? Her attire made sense to me know. She planned this shit out. I on the other hand was unprepared. I was in heels and my hair was down. I quickly took off my shoes and knotted my hair. I bit my lip and ran into her. I grabbed her by her neck with one hand and punched her in the face with the other. She spat in my face and pushed me on the table making the table flip and us falling with it. She climbed on top of me and started to choke me. I grabbed for her face and started to claw and hit her trying to get her off of me. I reached above my head for something but I felt nothing. I reached to my side and my hand stumbled on of my heels. I grabbed it and smacked her in the face with it as hard as I could. She let go of my neck and held onto her eye. I gasped for air and moved away from her.

“You stupid bitch! You tried to fucking kill me?!” I yelled to the top of my lungs coughing. I heard on the banging on the door and Chris yelling for one of us to let him in. I ignored it and grabbed Kae by her neck and I blacked out…

Chris

Everyone in the office was looking for the key or was trying to unlock that door. But it was know where to be found and opening this door was becoming mission impossible. Our bodyguards were trying to kick the door in but were failing terribly at it. I was about to bam on the door when the door flew open and out marched a bloody Candy. My eyes grew wide. She was shaking and she walked with a limp and her head down. She walked passed me and went into Kae’s office to get her purse. Everyone stood in silence. In the lunch room lied an also bloody Kae. She was on the floor curled into a small ball. The room was a mess. Shoes were all over the place, there were a broken table, and turned over chairs.

“Call a medic!” Someone yelled.  I looked at Patt to see him nodding behind him queuing me to leave. I quickly walked out and Patt followed behind me.  When we got to the truck was already in the back seat with her head down. I got in besides her trying to hold her but she quickly pushed me away.

“Don’t touch me !” She yelled.  Patt got in cranking up to the car.

“We’re taking her to the Er.” Patt said pulling out of the parking space. Candy sat in silence with her head in her lap never lifting her head.

CHRIS

I sat down at the breakfasts bar across from a hard working Candy and Kimmi . they sat on the other discussing the seating arrangements for our wedding. I played with my fingers nervously knowing that I have to tell, we’ll ask Candy about meeting up with Kae later on this afternoon. But it was the perfect time to ask her. She’s in such a great mood right now. But I don’t want to kill her vibe. She slid the cart across the table to me. “Babe what do you think about it?” She said to handing me the chart. I quickly glanced over it and smiled her way.”it’s good, uh babe I got to ask you something right quick.” I said nodding my head towards the dinning room. “We’ll could it wait? This is kind of important?” She said flipping her hair back.

“Nah, this has to deal with the rest of the day. It’s something quick and simple.” I said tilting my head.

“Ugh, come on make it quick.” She said getting up from her stool and waking to the dinning room.

“Ok babe, so Kae called me the other day and-“

“Hold up? Who did what now? I’m sorry say what?” She said wrinkling her forehead.

“No, listen chill it’s not like that. She wants to go over some prints and shit with me. She wants me to bring the family along. You know?”

“Um, no I don’t know Christopher.” She said flatly.

“Candy I’m bringing you along so you can…you know help your man out."

“Bullshit, I’ll go. But as soon as Karate Chop says something smart and or disrespectful to me I’m frying her ass.”

“That’s fine with me.” I said pulling her into a hug.

“That was your important question? You interrupted our wedding planning to ask me about Kickin’ Chicken?” She said giving me the death glare.

“Yeah, but lets get back to planning I don’t want to waste anymore time.” I said curving her bullet.

CHYNA

“Ty where the hell have you been?” I yelled at him trying to sneak into our bed.

“I went out to get something.” He said pulling the covers over his head.

“That’s a fuckin’ lie. The fuck do you need to pick up for nine fucking hours?”

“Shit” he mumbled.

“Exactly your ass must have picked up some balls, because there is no way your ass just skipped your way into my house, climb in my bed, smelling like another bitch.” I yelled getting heated.

“First of all this aint your house you don’t pay shit in this bitch, and if that’s what will make you shut up that’s exactly what I went to pick up.” I was shocked at his lil comment.

”WHO THE FUCK?! Lord please give me strength.” I yelled.

“You need to ask him for some toothpaste and some tape for that big ass mouth.”

I rolled my eyes and punched him in the back of his neck. He groaned in pain.

“You stupid bitch.” I spat at him. I got out of my bed and opened the blinds so that the sun light would shine in and I stomped into the bathroom.

I’m seriously tired of that hoe. Like who is she? She talked shit to me on twitter yesterday proving no point at all. And I know that’s where Ty was last night it only makes sense. We argued about her right before he left and he came back with her perfume all over him. I’m not going to say shit right now. Imma let that shit ride for right now. I got something for her ass.

After I got done with my routine I went down stairs and called up my home girl. She picked up on the first ring.

“Aye, you know that bold bitch who tried to boss up on me on twitter last night?” I whispered.

“Yeah, why what’s up?”

“Imma need you to do something for me and I’ll pay you 500 for it.”

“Ok what’s up?”

“I’ll send you an address meet me there at three.” I said hanging up. This bitch thought she was going to take my man.

CANDY 

I'm not going to lie I’m not happy about this whole meeting with K-mart thing. Me and her in the same room never ended well. If I’m not mistaken the last time I was in the same room as her I punched her in her face and got in a bad car accident. This hoe brings bad karma with her.  I’m only going because it is a part of Chris’s job to make choices for a clothing line that is partially his. I know he wouldn't invite me if he didn't want me there so I couldn't tell him no. But I was defiantly not bringing my girls around her. They can miss me with even thinking I was going to bring my kids around her.

“So I’ll shoot you a final copy of the seating chart as soon as I get back to the office.”  Kimmi said straightening her blouse.  

“ok, I’ll be looking out for it.” I said walking her to the door.

After I walked her to the door I went back to the kitchen trying to get my thoughts together. My phone was ringing on the kitchen counter and Chris was hovering over it trying to read the screen.

“What you doin’?” I yelled scaring him. He jumped back and smiled at me. I burst into laughter. ”Nosy ass .” I mumbled under my breath “Hello?”

“Candy guess what?” Siso said in a high voice meaning two things.

“You either got the D last night or got close to getting the D last night.” I said giggling. Chris sucked his teeth and rolled his eyes.

“Must be Siso ugly ass on the phone.” Chris said into the phone.

“Boy bye, and no I didn’t get the D but I got close to it!” She squealed.

“Wait really? Who Mijo?” I asked.

“No Mijo and I aren’t like that, but think again.”

I thought long and hard and I couldn’t come up with anything else. “I don’t know anyone else.”

“Ty.” She said quickly.

“Hold up wait a minute you and Ty hooked up?” I said getting loud.

“No, Well yeah, well close enough he spent the night with me.”

“What? I’m missing something bitch explain the whole story.”

“We’ll after Chyna an I had our twitter war-“

I quickly cut her off “ Wait what? You and Chy got in a twitter war when?”

“Last night hoe let me finish my story!”

I burst into a laughing fit “ I’m sorry continue.”

“Anyways he came over yelling at me talking about I need to stop it. But I know he just wanted to sit up in my face. We talked and somehow we ended up kissing. I told him to go home but he never left. We ended up cuddling on the couch watching Martin until we fell asleep.” She said with a smile in her voice.

“AWW! Tyga and Siso woah,hold up what about Chy?” I said raising a brow.

Zari

I sat at the piano in the center of my mum's condo resting my head on the keys. My head spun and my stomach ached. A solid tear rolled down my face.  I turned to my side and puked in the trash can at my side. I let out aloud scream.

“I hate my life!” I said in rage. Tears blurred my vision.

I looked up to the heavens. “Why do I have to live this way, why can’t I live the life that I want?! Huh? Why me?! I can never be happy!” I cried.

I’ve been having many moments like this lately. I wanted nothing more than to get this baby out of me and go on with my life. This shit was miserable. All I do is sleep, pee, and cry. I did have happy moments but they didn’t seem to last. I was truly an unhappy individual. I’ve gain all types of weight and my music has become depressing. I’m singing from the heart a depressing song… A song about my horrid life.

“Zari !” My mother yelled walking in.

I quickly dried my tears and sat the trash can on the floor.

“There you are. You have to be at the doctor’s in an hour get yourself ready sweet heart. “ She said looking me up and down. “What happened to my baby?” She mumbled to herself she shook her head and walked away.   

I sniffed and dragged to my room. I looked in my closet. Nothing fit. I pulled out a pair of sweats and a sweater and started my shower.

  Tyga

I sat at her door debating if I should be doing this or not. Will I regret it? But I can’t get her out of my head. I took my snapback off ran my hand through my hair and let out a deep breath.  I rang the doorbell and waited for to open it. I heard her tiny feet approach the door. She opened the door and flashed her beautiful smile.

“I had a feeling you would have been coming over.” Siso said letting me in.

“You know me to well. But, uh could we talk.” I said playing with my hat in my hand.

“Uh, sure come have a seat. She said leading me into her living room.” She sat down in her recliner kicking her feet up.

The room fell into an awkward silence. “So, how has things-“

“Cut the bullshit why you are you here Ty?” She said cutting me off.

“Alright what’s up with you and that Mijo nigga?” I said cutting the shit. I don’t like seeing her with other people. I don’t believe I ever will. That’s just true shit.

“None of your damn business. I don’t ask about your bitch.” She said catching an attitude.

“ok, so but imma ask about yours.” I said shooting her attitude right back at her.

“We’re not in a relationship Ty calm your tits.”

“Y’all got something going on tho.”

“Why the fuck are you so concern? Are you jealous?” She said standing up folding her arms.

I stood up matching her stance. “Far from it baby.” I walked in her face and bitting my lip.

“Then don’t ask about my shit.” She said getting closer I could feel her lips.

I took that as a hint to kiss her. I pulled her in by her hips embracing her in a deep kiss.  She wrapped her arms around my neck deepening the kiss.

Siso

  I don’t know who she thinks she’s talking to but she ain’t talkin’ to Queen Siso! Like really? This tank fore headed hoe is starting shit with me on twitter? Fucking twitter?! Like how childish of her ass to do this! She wants to get embarrassed so I’ll let her. She really thinks that the shit she is saying to me is hurt full but truthfully the shit is funny as hell.  She wants her 5 minutes of fame then she can have it. She ain’t shit.

Our argument seemed to be the main buzz on twitter. It was Funny because all the other celebs were rooting me on. She on the other hand was barely getting any love. Of course the groupie hoes would have her back. They stick together like a pack of rats.

Ugh I wanted to do nothing right now except snatching that dirty blonde wig right off of her head.  I look better blonde anyway.  My final tweet to her was.

“@Blacchyna_mia Ty don’t even like your ass.”

And I was out, She can tweet me all she want but we both knew the truth. Ty don’t like her ass. She is just company and something to fuck when he need to. She was the least of my problems. My phone started ringing and Ty’s name flashed across the screen.

“What up hun?” I answered.

“Cut that shit out Siso! Y’all stop that pretty shit on twitter.” He said.

“Tell your hoe that. I’ve already Blocked, Spammed, and reported her ass. Thank you bye!” I said hanging up.

He instantly called back.

“Hey boo!” I answered.

“Siso quit- im serious!”

“The fuck you yelling for?!” I shouted back.

“This shit right here.. is frustrating.” He said trying to keep his calm.

“Once again talk to your hoe about that, If you want to talk to me you know where I live at homie.” I said calmly.

“Alright man later.”

“Later!” I said with a smile.

Ty is a trip. He probably called me because that hoe was right by him and she obliviously wanted him to stand up for her. This whole argument is funny as hell to me.  

I give Ty about 12 hours until he’s at my doorstep. I’m not worried about Chyna I can handle her. On the other hand I kind of already started something with Mijo…

Candy

“What’s wrong baby?” I asked sliding out of the bathroom closing the door behind me. Leaving Chris in there to control himself.

“I heard you screaming and I thought you were hurt.” Leah said looking down at the ground.  I smiled to myself and picked her up and gave her a kiss on the cheek.

“Mommie is fine…she was working out that’s all.” I said slicking her wild curls out of her face.

I walked out of my room cracking my door behind me. “Where’s your sister?”

“Down stairs in the movie room.”  She said resting her head on my shoulder.

I walked down stairs to the movie room with my silent Leah. To my surprise Londen was in a mini blanket fort slowly dozing off to sleep. I walked over to her sitting down next to her. Leah snuggled deeper in my arms.

“Mommie remember when we use to do this every weekend before daddy came back.” Londen said. Her eyes glued to the screen.

“Yeah, and at the end of the night I would sing any song that you guys would like to hear.” I said running my hands through her hair.

“I miss those day mommie.” Leah said lowly.

“Me too.” Londen agreed.

“What song would you guys like to hear?”

“Oh, The two of us song!” Londen Jumped up.

I looked down at a smiling Leah.  

And I started to sing “I see the crystal rain drops fall and the beauty of it all.”

  CHRIS

  I stayed upstairs waiting for her for about 30 minutes until I got blue balls and that shit hurt like hell. I let another 30 minutes go by until I decided get dressed and to go look for her in the house. I checked every room in the house and no one was to be found. Not even the girls. I walked to the movie room as my final hope and there they were. The girls were snuggled close to Candy under loads of covers sleeping. I thought quick and took a picture of them. I wanted to go put the girls in their bed but they looked so comfortable next to Candy so I let them be. I walked out and went down the hall to the kitchen. I went to the fridge about to make myself a tall glass of apple juice when I notice all was gone.

“Damn a nigga can’t even have juice to himself. Yet alone get some pussy.” I mumbled to myself. I shook my head and pulled out my phone and logged on to twitter to see what was up. The first thing I notice was Siso in a complete twitter war. I instantly clicked on her page to read the whole argument. But when I notice who she was arguing with is when it got interesting.  She was in a full blown argument with Chyna.  My mouth hit the floor. They were saying some hurtful shit to each other but I could do nothing but laugh. My screen blacked out and my phone started to ring. I quickly answered and put the phone to my ear.

“Hello?” I answered.

“Hey, Chris… I need to speak to you.” She said.

“Alright what’s up?” I said feeling unease.

“I’m ready to take The Kill to another level and I want you to look over things. I don’t want any drama so feel free to bring your family along.” She said nervously.

“Alright just uh, send me the address date and time and I’ll let you know about that later.” I said looking up at the celling.   

“Ok, bye.”

“Bye.” I hung up.

“Run… one, two, three, drop! Down, up, Down, Don’t let your chest hit the floor! ” My personal trainer yelled at me.

I have to be fit for the wedding, I have to stay in shape, I can’t give up.

” up! Hit the stairs Candy!” He yelled. I got up and felt the burn going down my arms. I ran up and down all ten steps repeatedly.

“Up and down she goes keeping that body in shape!” I heard Chris yell.

I wanted to stop and laugh but I couldn’t stop now I have to keep going.

“You know I got a better exercise you can do! And it gives you better results quicker!” Chris yelled. I stopped at the bottom of the steps and rested my hands on my knees trying to catch my breath.

“Don’t stop keep those legs going one more minute and you’ll be done for today!” My trainer yelled.

“What - are- you- talking about?” I asked Chris. I was now jogging in place.

“I mean I know a better exercise for you.” Chris said sitting down on the first step.

“And your done for today!” My trainer yelled.

“Ok! And what exercise is it?” I said resting my hands on my knees again feeling slightly annoyed.

“Well, you do it in bed and all you have to do is laydown, or bounce, or get on all fours, oh and you might lose your voice.” Chris said with a smirk.

“Fuck you Chris.” I said getting my water and face towel.

“You can right now baby girl I’m all yours!”

“Babe?”

“Yeah?”

“Go upstairs and run your future wife her bath water… And maybe you can show me that exercise.” I said lowly into his ear.

“Imma go run that bath water right now.” He said biting his lip. He got up and left the gym.

“Good work today Candy.” My trainer said.

“Thanks Eric!” I said forcing a smile. All I want to do is drop in my bed and sleep.

“No problem; see you Thursday.” He said walking out the door.

“Okay!” I yelled. I just sat there for about five minutes until my phone started to go off.

“Hello?” I said into the phone not looking at the I.D that pop on my screen.

“Your bath water is ready my queen.” Chris sung into the phone.

“Babe can you come get me I can’t move.” I asked in the sweetest voice I could make.

“I’ll be there in a second babe.” He said in almost a whisper. It made me melt right then and there.

He hung up and left me in silence. I did what I do best and think. My mind went off to Chris and I first date and how he looked at me that night. His eyes said I want you and the way he touched me said I need you. Lately I’ve been getting those actions from him a lot more. He’s changed over the years he went from a player to a family guy. He went from going out to the club with his boys every night to taking his family out to have quality time together. He went from the guy of my dreams to the king in my life.

“Are you ready my queen?” Chris asked walking into the gym.

“I would be telling a lie if I said I wasn’t”

Chris came over swooping me in his arms holding me close to his body. I buried my head in his chest and let him take me away.

“Hey don’t be tryin’ to fall asleep on me.” Chris said into my hair.

I giggled” I’m not.”

We got up stairs and went into the steamy bathroom. The smell of bath and body works energy flew through the air. Chris placed me on my feet and walked out of the room. I peeled myself out of my clothes and slid into the tub. The water was warm and smelt soo amazing!

“Babe you know what I was thinking?” Chris asked coming into the bathroom. He pulled up a chair that was under my Mirror and sat beside the tub.

“No, If I could read your mind that would be amazing.” I said closing my eyes again.

“I think you should let me plan the honeymoon.”

“What made you think of that?” I asked. It’s not that I don’t want him to have a part of this planning gig, but it was so random at this moment.

“Because you’ve plan the wedding, the rehearsal dinner, and the reception I want to take the task and make it the best night of our lives.” Chris said.

“You got it then, But where you planning on going for the trip?”

“That is for you to dream about right now and not to know until the day arrives.” Chris said into my ear. He dipped his hand in the water and his fingers went straight to my clit. He moved them down slow but added pressure to it; He slid two fingers in and curled them. He soon found my G-spot and began to massage it. I laid my head back and let out a loud much needed moan. I grabbed on to his shirt with my right hand and pulled him closer to me. I bit my lip and turned my head the other way.  I felt myself about to cum.

“Stand up.” Chris cooled into my ear.

He slid his thumb down my clit, slid his fingers out, and I automatically came.  I did as he said and stood up.  He took off his clothes and picked me up.  He sat me on the bathroom counter and ran his tongue against my neck. He teased me with the head of Cj and bit down on my neck.  I wrapped my legs around his back and tried to push him into me, but Chris wouldn’t let me.

“No, Baby girl you got to beg for it.” He said against my neck.

I grabbed the back of his neck and whispered in his ear. “Show me that exercise you were talking about earlier.”

I felt him smile against my neck. “You aint ready for that yet.”

“But, I want it daddy. “Is all I said before I felt Chris ram into me.

 “Fuck!” I yelled out biting down my lip. Chris took deep, long, and hard strokes.  

“I told you that your ass aint been ready for it.”

“F-f-f-f-Fuck you!” 

“You are baby girl. Now get up and throw that ass back.” Chris said pulling out.

I turned around bent over and threw it back at him. I looked at Chris face in the mirror and instantly want to cum. His sex faces are so fucking sexy.

There was a knock on the bathroom door. “ Mommie!” I heard Leah yell.

Shad

It's been one week since Zari left, One week of silence in my home, One week of the pop's slaying Zari,Candy, and my name, and one week of me slowly going insane. I was deeply in love with Zari but I always felt alone in this relationship. She would always worry about Candy and Chris and never about us. Yes, she was always with me. But in those moments she was just trying to keep me from my family. I feel in love with her because in her off moments she would make me laugh, waking up to her smile was the right way to start off my day,her voice when she sung in the shower gave me chills I loved that.

Now I sit here in silence in my dark room trapped under my covers not wanting to get up. My heart broke and I just couldn't take it anymore. Two days ago after Zari got out of jail she came and got her stuff and left me a letter. A letter that I wish I never read, a letter I wish she never wrote, filled with words I wish she never thought of. In that letter Zari wrote out how sorry she is for dragging me into her life, how she used me to get to Candy and some how ended up falling in love with me. That got to me . How desperate can you be to do this to someone? It was a six page letter on how almost our whole relationship was a lie. And I was to blind to see it. She fucked up my trust and I'm truly embarrassed of it.

Candy would stop by everyday to check on me and would try to make me laugh. But every time I see that scar under her chin that night replays in my head and I get filled with anger.

"Shad don't worry about it it would go away." She would say every time she catches me looking at it.

But I can't Zari almost destroyed Candy's career. The pop's was calling Candy a bad mom for having her girls around violence. But it wasn't until court the other day that they stopped slaying her name. Candy got a restraining order on her for the safety of her and her kids. And starting next week Zari would be going to therapy. Zari's mom keeps me posted on everything. Even though we broke up doesn't me I don't care about her.

Zari

"Shut up! No I'm not telling him!" I yelled at my Mum.

"You are going to tell him Zari! You can't keep this from him this is to important!" My mum yelled Across the room.

It has been a few days since my mum dragged me back to the U.K and one day since I found out that I was pregnant. If I knew I was pregnant then I wouldn't have fought Candy. I could of killed the baby's little life. I don't want to tell Shad and I don't believe that I have to tell him. I can raise the baby here in the U.K with the help of my mum. Except that I have to go to these damn therapy sessions. The judge told me that the only way he was letting me go is if I go see a therapist for a year. I think it's complete bull crap. What is me telling my problems to some old hag with glass is going to do to anything? I just said yeah to get out of the court room. 

Since I've been here all I've been doing is crying, eating, checking blogs, crying again, crying while eating and watching the blogs. It killed time and when I needed rest I would just fall asleep where I was at. I know Shad hates me right now because of the letter. But, I had to tell him somehow. Guilt was eating me alive and it was the best way to do it. Ugh, Sometimes I hate my life. But it's not my fault I swear it's not ! right? 

"I'm giving you until your four months to tell him...Or I will." My mum said walking out of the living room.

I know she was serious. I hear when she speaks to him on the phone and tell him how I am. I just don't think he needs to know. What if he tries to take the baby away from me? The baby is the only thing I would have to remind me of him... And I don't want lose it.  

I got up from the couch and went out the deck. I let the warm wind brush against my face. I wrapped my arms around my little pooch of a bell I have and smiled to myself.

"I'll do anything to keep you happy my love. I just can't wait to see your face." I whispered to my belly. 

Zari

She makes my blood boil, my skin crawl, and my eye twitch. I hate her, her wellbeing, and her existence. Yet I am in love with someone so close to her. I want him all to myself; she has everything I want a guy that will be there for her no matter what, kids, and a successful career.  I hate her I promise you I do with everything with in me I do. I wanted to burn her to death. Coming in here calling me an ugly bird? Fucking stupid hoe and she was right I would have spit in her water! I just stood there grilling Shad.

“Get a fucking pillow and have fun on the couch tonight!” I said to the back of Shads head. I felt my fist bald and my legs shake.  I just want to run out the condo, find her, and bash her face in. But I would be wrong wouldn’t I?

“I don’t feel like your shit tonight. Grow the fuck up! You’re too old for this! I swear to-” Shad said getting in my face. He stopped himself and took a deep breath.

I just slapped him and walked out of the room like it was nothing.  I went to our room and locked myself in. Shad banged on the door and yelled the dumbest shit while I just shut him out. I sat on the bed and turned on the tv. As soon as I turned on the tv I saw her face.  It was an advertisement for cover girl. I quickly turned off the tv and threw the remote at the door.

“Shut the hell up!” I yelled.  

He kicked the door one more time then walked away. I sat there in the dark trying to put together my thoughts.  My head was like a bee hive so much humming, but there were no words. I just stopped thinking and just follow my actions. I got up put on a pair of J’s and pulled my hair in a high bun. I put a ring on all ten of my fingers and took off my earrings. I got my phone and keys off the dresser and went out the room.

When I went out of the room Shad was sitting in the front room with his head in his hands. I went in the kitchen got a bottle of water and walked out of the door slamming it on the way out. I got in the elevator and waited until it got to the garage.  I unlocked the doors to my Porsche 911 got in and flew out of the garage. I was sitting at the light waiting for it to turn green as I reached for a cigarette from my armrest. My phone started to go off I just Ignored it and drove off as the light turned green. I was flying through traffic and as I got into the neighborhood I flew through there too. As I got to their gates I noticed that it was already open. I drove up there drive way and parked my car infront of the door. I got out slamming my door and banged on the door ignoring the doorbell.

“Who is it?” A voice asked from behind the door.

I didn’t say anything I just banged on the door and kept banging until this asshole opened the door. She looked like a splitting image of Siso except a little older maybe by a year or two. I pushed pass her and walked into the house.

“Who was that Kayla?” She said.

I ran and tackled her. I punched her in her face, chest, neck, and stomach. She fought back and I understand that this wasn’t going to be easy but damn!  She somehow got on top and began punching me in everyplace I hit her and more. I gave up on trying to punch her and began clawing her arms and pulling her hair. She hit me in my eye and I blacked out. I felt people pulling us apart and people yelling at us but I didn’t stop.  I pushed whoever was holding on to me off of me and as I was turning around she punched me in my nose. I heard a crack but I couldn’t feel anything, but I did let out a yell. I didn’t know where it came from but the pain followed behind it seconds later.

“You try to run up on me in my house bitch! You must have lost your marbles!” She yelled in my face grabbing me by my hair and what felt my scalp and dragged me through the house.

“Candy let her go!” Chris yelled.

“Shut the fuck up she asked for it she’s gonna get it!” Candy yelled. I was kicking and yelling trying to get out of her grip, but I felt like I was getting dragged by the Incredible Hulk.

I felt a hard bump and the floor going from smooth hard to rough hard. The back of my legs were burning across the concrete.  Out of nowhere she pulled me up to her eyelevel and pushed me into the pool.

I went under slowly as the water went into my nose. My butt hit the bottom and I began to swim back up to the top. I gasped for air and swam to the edge.  I slowly pulled myself out of the pool and laid on my back trying to catch my breath. There was yelling inside the house but I didn’t bother to get up.

“Get yo bitch bruh!” I heard Candy yell coming back outside.

“Are you fucking kidding me Zari? You know what get you shit out my cando and bounce! It’s over!” Shad said standing over me.

What?!?!?

Chris

Candy and I sat in the dull office of our wedding planner.  The sounds of the clock ticking and Kimmi’s hands on the keyboard echoed through the room. Our old wedding planner quit after the second week claiming that we we’re moving to slow. I had no problem with it. It was her money lost not mine I just hired a new one. Kimmi on the other hand had all the right ideas. Anything Candy wanted she got it. She wanted the men to wear all a cream three piece tux with a black bow tie and for the women to wear a black ballroom gown. The tuxes and the gowns were all designed by Versace who is Candy’s favorite designer. Every single flower that was going to be in the garden is going to be cream. Most of the flowers are going to be cream garden roses.  We were picking out styles of chairs and the lighting. Candy even wanted the roses to be dyed black at the reception.

“Ms. Monroe we’re leaving out a big part. Who is going to walk you down the aisle?” Kimmi said.

I looked over at Candy who was now playing with her hair. She looked up at the celling and bit her lip.

“Uh…um can you give me a minute?” Candy said getting out of her chair and walking out of the office.

I looked at Kimmi who looked a little scared. “Was it something I said?”

“Kind of..I’ll be right back.” I said getting up to find Candy.

I looked all over the small building but she wasn’t inside. I asked Kimmi’s assistant and she said she saw Candy walk out to the office. I went outside kind of happy that the pop’s weren’t out there but scared because I have no idea where Candy went. I tried calling her but there was no answer. I walked to the car but she wasn’t there. I was about to drive down the street to see if I could find her but that’s when I saw her sitting by the small pound that was behind the building. She was sitting on a bench with her legs crossed and her ray bands on. I let out a sigh of relief and walked over to sit by her.

“What’s wrong bae?” I said sitting down next to her. I looked at the foggy green pound infront of us.

“I was trying to get around the part of someone walking me down the aisle. It’s been in my mind ever since you purposed to me.” She said twisting the ring on her finger.

I know that in the back of her mind she wished her dad was still here to walk her down the aisle. And if I could I would bring him back just so he could. I would do anything to make her happy, but we all know I can’t bring her dad back… no one can.

“I want Shad to walk me down the aisle. He’s my brother even though we aren’t blood he’s been there for me since the beginning. I-I just haven’t spoken to him in a while Zari won’t let it happen.” She said leaning into me.

“If you want Shad to walk you down the aisle then he will.” I said looking down at her.

“You’re the best bae. I don’t know what I’ll do without you.” She said pecking my lips. “Let’s go back inside and finish this meeting.”  

I followed her back inside and continued with the meeting.

`~~~~

On the way home we stopped to Shad’s condo to talk to him about walking Candy down the aisle. Candy was more excited than anything to see him. When we knocked at the door Zari’s annoying voice was the response.

“Who is it?” She said behind the door.

“Chris and Candy.” I said.

She opened the door and stuck her head out.

“He isn’t here.” She said slamming the door.

“This bitch just-“ Candy started.

Shad opened the door and let us in.

“What’s up bro and sis?” Shad said Candy instantly ran into his arms. It was like watching a movie when the brother and sister got separated when they were younger and somehow became reunited.

“I missed you.” Candy said.

“I missed you too.” He said hugging her back.

She let go of him so I could dap him up. It was like this kid moved all the way to fucking Antarctica or something but in reality he just lived 10 minutes away from us.

“What up man?” He said putting his hands in his pocket.

“Shit.” I said laughing.

“No seriously we need to talk.” Candy said still giggling.

“Come on we can talk in the dining room.” He said walking to the dining room.

Candy sat down across from Shad and I sat next to her.

“Bae can you fix us a glass of water?” Shad said looking back a Zari.

For a little while I forgot she was here.

“Oh hell no! she might spit in it! Bottled water will be fine for us.” Candy said wide eyed. I laugh until it hurt. Zari just huffed and stumped out of the room.

“How do you put up with it?” I said under my breath.

“Not what we’re here for!” Candy yelled butting in.

“Why are you here?” Zari said sitting down at the table with a glass for Shad but no water for Candy and I.

“None of yours.” Candy said eyeing her. “Any way bro you know the wedding is coming soon and you’re my brother you’re the closest guy to me, you’ve know me for almost all my life. Being that my dad isn’t here to give me away… I was wondering if you would.” Candy said playing with her ring again.

“You know I will lil sis.” He said getting up and hugging her.

“Thanks bro!” Candy said beaming.

“No problem. I excited tho my lil sister is going to get married. Have you called your mom?”

“Yeah she would be here two weeks before the wedding, But we should get going your angry bird doesn’t look too happy I’ll text you everything tho.”  Candy said walking to my side.

“Ok, let me walk you out.” Shad said smileing.

“Slut!” Zari yelled .

“Shut up you fucking angry bird lookin’ bitch.” Candy said hugging Shad yelling over his shoulder.

“Candy chill.” I said lowly.

“I don’t want angry bird at my wedding so please leave her in her cage on the wedding day.” Candy said to Shad.

“Shad say something she shouldn’t be talking to me like that.” Zari said standing behind him.

“Dude, fuck your opinion.” Was all Candy said before we walked out the door.

I wonder what y'all think 

Siso

Once regular rehearsals were over everyone left with smiles and laughter except for Candy and I, we waited around with Chris and Mijo. We were supper excited to show them this dance.

“You guys have a seat we got something to show y’all.” I said looking between Chris in Mijo.

Candy went to the back to start the music. The sounds of the organ being played filled the air. Candy came beside me and took her place.

“I just wanna… Show you how much I appreciate you..” We started to sing harmonizing with every note.

Mijo and Chris instantly sat forward in their chairs showing us that we have their full attention.

I took the first verse letting every note and word that left my mouth have meaning to anyone who is in the room. I moved closer to Mijo stopping at least a foot away from him and stopped on my last note. We then did the chorus once more before it was Candy’s turn.

“Imma take this time.. To show you how much you mean to me!”  Candy said locking eyes with Chris. I could tell that at that moment Chris and Candy was in their own little world. I kept on dancing and I soon found myself lost in a world with Mijo. When I snapped back to reality Candy was on Chris’s lap dry humping him.

WHAT HAPPENED TO THE PLAN? I yelled in my head.Candy's ass was suppose to be dancing not dry humping. I shook my head and smiled and took for the Chorus witch Candy soon came in on. Candy got off Chris and came back to her original spot. I took two steps back and we began to dance. Our feet never got off step and our eyes never left the prize. The song soon came to an end leaving Candy and I breathless.  Chris and Mijo got up giving us a round of applause.  Mijo walked over to me giving me a bear hug making me feel like I just won the lotto.

“That was … Amazing. I didn't even know you could sing. I mean I know you could write but singing never crossed my mind.” He said looking down playing with his thumbs.

“Now you know.” I said smiling. I didn't know that I made him that nervous.  I lifted his head with the tip of my finger. “There we go.” I said now looking into his eye's

He smiled and leaned over and kissed me.

“Get it!” Chris yelled.

We both broke the kiss with our smiles.

“Shut up.” Candy said.

“And thank you for the complement.” I continued speaking to Mijo. I held on to his sweaty hands.

“No problem.”  He said looking down squeezing my hands.

“Why so nervous? Relax sugar I don’t bite.” 

“I’m sorry; I just get this when I’m around someone I really like.” He said pulling me closer into him.

“Aye, Aye, Aye !  Y’all come on! I got stuff to take care of at home.” Chris said interrupting us. He was peeking around the corner and Candy was behind him giggling.

“Like what?” Mijo said his irritation came through his voice.

“Like my fiancé! Nigga you can handle yours to at the house too if you want.” Chris said stepping into the room.

Candy came and smacked the back of his head. “We’ll take Chris’s car back to the house Siso you can drive my car back to the house.” Candy went to her bag and got it and threw it over her shoulder she got her keys and handed it to me. “See y’all later.” She said smiling and waving. She and Chris left leaving Mijo and I in an awkward silence.  

“Are you hungry?” Mijo asked .

“Yeah, kind of.” I said twisting my heel and batting my lashes.

He let out a loud laugh and took the keys out my hands. ”Let’s go then I know the perfect place. “ Mijo said walking towards the door.

I just stood and looked at him.” It better be fast food because right now I need a hot shower and a milkshake.”

“Ty I’m hungry!” Chy said yelling over the music.

“Man yo ass always hungry.” I mumbled to myself.

“What you say?” She said turning down my music.

“Nothing man, what I tell you about touching my radio?” I said turning my radio back up.

I turned at the light and made my way to the Mickey d’s that was on the corner.

I pulled in the parking lot and gave her a 20 and told her to get whatever she wanted. I turned my music down and leaned my head against the window when I noticed Siso walking with some guy.

I looked a little longer when I noticed it was Chris's home boy Mijo. They were smiling and all hugged up as they walked in. I quickly turned off my car and got out to go inside. Siso was standing behind Chy in line. I don’t even think they noticed each other. I walked up to Chy’s side acting like I didn't see them.

“Bae can you get me a number five?” I said kissing her on her ear.

“Excuse me can you add a number five to my order?” Chy said to the cashier.

“What made you change your mind?” Chy said looking up at me.

“Nothing I just got hungry.” I said flashing her a smile.

“Here are you guy’s cups.” The cashier said putting the cups on the counter.

Chy grabbed the cups and I put my hand in the small of her back.  We turned around and faced them.

“Oh, hey!”  Chy said smiling but not moving.

“Hey.” Siso and Mijo both said, but Siso sounded more like she was mocking Chy.

“Sup.” I said dapping Mijo.

“I’m going to get drinks what you want boo?” Chy said empathizing boo.

“Tea” I said smiling back at her. She walked away rolling her eyes at Siso. I just giggled at their little eye fight.

“So how are things?” I said scratching the back of my neck.

“Good, and I’m going to need you to move your standing in front of the cashier ” Siso said folding her arms.