#workiscrazy

Yeah, I am still here.

Just been a crazy few weeks and it's about to get even crazier from tomorrow. Starting a second show tomorrow at the same time as my current one and by next week I will be working on 3 shows at the same time and unfortunately I have such a bad flu at moment.

I don't really know what's going on, but I feel like I am slipping into an episode. I feel like everyone is angry at me or upset or that they just don't want to be friends anymore and then the endless question pops into my head - WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!

These crazy long work days are tiring me out! Every day this week on my feet non stop for up to 8 hours... the money is nice but damn my feet and legs are killing me.

Wish I could come home to my babe each night and just relax or cuddle. Miss him like crazy! Only a few more weeks and I get to spend 4 days with him and another month before he's done with training! CAN'T WAIT! We never said it'd be easy but damn it sure is hard having a bad day and him being 2500 miles away, it makes you want  to just forget your troubles and ignore why you were upset so you can just be happy you get to talk to him at all.