enough with casanova remus. you can make him as hot and rebellious and sarcastic as you want but PLEASE give me wolfstar where remus is in AWE of sirius.
where it starts out as pure jealousy and annoyance, then gratefulness, then care and then absolute head over heels, brain not computing, terrifying but ultimately beautiful love.
to the point where everything sirius does is just magnificent and gorgeous and daring and and and
remus literally cannot help but get giddy at the thought of sirius and it pisses him off so much that this petty little rich boy has this effect on him
all of sirius’ flaws annoy him to death but what made him even more mad was the fact that he would (as well as anyone else would) just let him get away with it because who is he to refuse to sirius black
he’s there when sirius’ insanity was all people could see on the surface, and it pained remus to see sirius like this
seeing sirius behind that door in the shack for the first time in 12 years was like opening the gates of heaven, and despite sirius looking all scraggy at the time remus still saw an angel in him
remus can’t not look at the boy in class with rays of sunlight highlighting his hair, or in the library when sirius’ hand just looks so elegant yet so familiar and when they’re in the common room with their legs all tangled and the remus doesn’t even need the fireplace to be warm, and on the quidditch pitch when he’s daring and brave and so stupid all at the same time and during summer with those sweet glances and smiles and hands holding and ugghhhh
(extra angst point: all this awe and love becomes far more painful when sirius does something like the prank, which remus thought wasn’t possible and it hurts like hell because he still needs him)
