In order, left to right: Spotted hyena, space, tree, wolf, siberian + tuxedo cat

" hell yes ! even if its a voluntary identity you are still a wolf !! x) "

I will be one linktype for days.

Then suddenly, I'm a wolf (Like now).

Sometimes it goes back easily and sometimes I stay a wolf for days before I'm another linktype.

But I'm always all of my linktypes.

However, I always have a prominent linktype(s). Sort of like one is me 85% while the others are 1% of me at that given moment.

Prominent linktype(s) from what I mean is like the linktype I feel most like at that given moment. It's bizzare. Sometimes I'm multiple linktypes at a given time.

I want to make words for these experiences for me, but I don't know if I should. Would others get mad? I might but I don't know. I've always experienced this type of alterhumanity since my first linktype.

I'm always all of my linktypes but I have a prominent linktype(s). It's like a percent. 100% of me. But divided into 15 because, well, I have 15 linktypes (currently). All 15 fit into the 100% and have their own scales.

It's weird. When I'm (prominently) Vance, I am more easily angered and prouder. Same with Bakugou but with explosions. When I'm a (prominently) cat, I'm playful. When I'm a (prominent) wolf, I'm either the leader of a pack and/or playful. Etcetc. But sometimes, I'm just human. None of my linktypes are promient. Sometimes I'm none.

Another weird thing is that I wanted(Edit, still do) to name my linktypes. Before, I once had a name for my turkish angora cat but felt like it would be wrong of me and 'invalid', so I took it back. Has anyone done that before? Would it be okay for me to do it? Like, 'I'm a cat today. My name is xyn!' that type of stuff.

I want nonhuman relationships. Like, a pack. I want friends who are also nonhuman if that makes sense?

I just want to be myself around others.

I want people to treat me like a nonhuman animal.

I'm not human.

But it feels like nobody sees me as anything else.

I'm happy where I am.

Yet I wish to have a pack.

(Mackenzie River Wolf)

Fun facts!!: Mackenzie River Wolves are also known as Mackenzie Arctic Wolves! They also are subspecies of the grey wolf! They aren't studied much though :')