Americaâs in denial.Â
Thatâs the nicest way of saying it. Sheâs in denial because itâs the easiest thing to be â and easy has never been something that sheâs been allowed to have. Life is hard. No one knows that better than the orphan who became adrift in the multiverse because she hurt the people who loved her more than anything. Americaâs lost, and sheâs lost, and sheâs been lost. It took a long time to find people to love again. Once she did, she vowed to never lose them or let anyone hurt them. Stephen, Clea, Wong. Theyâre her people now. America isnât adrift even if sheâs still lost.Â
The denial: something could possibly be wrong with Stephen Strange.
Ever since she heard about the explosion, sheâs been in pieces. America should have been there. She should have been there. She could have done something â like open up a portal and gotten everyone to safety. Maybe if sheâd been there, Stephen wouldnât have died. But no, she had been in Kamar-Taj with her stupid sling ring trying to do some stupid magic that doesnât come naturally to her. By the time Wong came to her with a somber countenance it was too late. Stephen, Sam, Clint. All of them. Dead.
Ever since the resurrection, Americaâs tried to not be a pain. She doesnât want to be clingy, but she also doesnât want to let anyone out of her sight. The search for her mamĂĄâs has been sidelined entirely. Instead, she sticks around the Sanctum and makes excuses as to why she canât return to her room at Kamar-Taj. For the most part, Wong hasnât pressed her. He knows America isnât a permanent student there.
When she finally finds Stephen, thereâs an exhale of relief. Heâs alive, heâs fine. He has to be fine. âHey,â she shoves some dark hair behind an ear. âI was looking for you. You want to grab a slice?â All she needs is to spend some time with him to alleviate her nerves.
Everything is fine.Â
















