I just want to cry.
I also want to scream.
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I just want to cry.
I also want to scream.

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Death - Without Judgement
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I find it amusing when people assume they need to explain Halsin, Astarion, Gale, Wyll, Lae'zel, and Karlach to me. As if I’m too "shallow" or "thirsty" to take this fandom seriously. I've played the game for over 2,000 hours, so I believe I've earned my stripes. Just to clarify, I'm not mentioning those hours as a bragging point; I logged that time while on sick leave, but still managed to create something meaningful during that difficult transition. Unless I've specifically asked for an explanation, I really don’t need one. Thank-you-very-much. 😑
Thoughts that don't help when you're trying to sleep:
"Hey, remember that person who told you they were probably autistic, and they were going to get another evaluation, because the first time they were tested as a teenager the conclusion was that they weren't on the spectrum, but now they're saying they didn't get diagnosed as a teenager because they deliberately lied to the tester because they didn't want to be autistic back then?"
And the answer, brain, is that yes, I do remember, and do I have to bring up stuff that upsets me while I'm trying to sleep?
It's been a couple of years, and I'm old enough I really shouldn't still be bothered by this memory, but here I am.
Just the idea that you could lie your way out of an ASD diagnosis. It took a little while to recognise just how much the idea hurt me, because I'm so used to shrugging off my own emotions, and the person thought it was a Funny Story™️ so I treated it as one initially.
I'm level 1 autistic, and I was diagnosed when I was nearly an adult, after I burnt out of high school when I had previously been a gifted high achiever my whole life; do you seriously think I went into my evaluations excited about maybe having autism?

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Death - Symbolic
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