#withnewyou

I was awestruck by his question and was taken aback for few minutes.Then I was like why are you asking that question now .I thought he had some dirty ideas behind it . He replied no I just wanted to know what would others feel if it was the last 15 minutes in their life all of a sudden. Then I told I don’t want to think about it and I changed the topic to be positive and to divert from any unwanted physical feelings . We sat idle for few minutes , our phones dint work .He started a conversation this time on a positive note about relationship status . To be on the safer side I told him Im a relationship ,it’s quite complicated .He asked me how complicated . I told him like its like rocket science only people are in it will know the loop holes. I asked him the same question . He told he was in a relationship but now not anymore .I asked him why he responded she. had issues . I was all girls have issues and I started .He just came close to know and just shut my mouth with his hands and whispered in my ears “She is no more here ,not alive anymore but only a part of my memory”. I couldn’t digest for a moment , shocked to the core . He saw into my eyes and told me “ I will love her till I reach her”. I felt like Love exists .I was wondering why he din’t move on . I wanted to ask him but  I was not sure about the situation. I paused for sometime and wanted to grill him with questions that being my nature. Then he started slowly he loved her so much and only realized  how much he loved her only when she left him just turned into ashes . He told how much he missed being around her and how much they enjoyed being with each other .I was amazed at the way he was expressing his feelings for her .I never thought boys were capable of it . I din’t know what to say or how to console but he seemed to be very strong thats what boys are meant for . He was like he always had some confessions to confess to her but never . I was like what do you mean. He was like it enough of mine ,what about you . Do you have any confession.I din’t answer for sometime .Then I told him I did have a confession “My complicated relationship with him, cannot get out of it , too vulnerable to him” .