My dude my buddy my friend ... may I request some ace!Clark please? I came out to an old friend today so I'm feeling pretty awesome right now :3
OH MY GOD YES! Though I donât know entirely what to write so... letâs just do this... Â canonverseÂ
Theyâd been lounging on the couch in silence for awhile now. Steve watching the corn sway out in the yard, eyes heavy with sleep. His feet were pressed again Clark and he listened to the pages rustle with each turned page. Clark was reading some murder mystery or something. He was a sucker for classic mysteries.Â
âI could,â Steve said, drawling out the syllables, âgive you a massage? With oils and candles, we could make it fun?â
âThatâd be nice.â Clark looked out the windows framing the giant stone fireplace. âOr I could give you one.âÂ
âYou sure?âÂ
âI donât mind.âÂ
Steve quirked a brow. He watched the shadows play along Clarkâs angular face. His fingers itched to pick up a pencil and start drawing that nose and those sharp eyes. âSometimes I worry we take advantage of you.âÂ
âWhy?âÂ
âBecause, ya know, you just--I dunno. Fuck, Clark. I donât know. I just feel it.âÂ
âI learned the word, or at least I think I did. Online.â
âHuh?â
âAsexual. I think thatâs me. So youâre not taking advantage of me. Youâre just letting me be me. Itâs actually the complete opposite.âÂ
Steve frowned, crossing his arms. âI donât think Iâll ever really understand. But Iâll try. As long as Iâm not pushing you.âÂ
Clark smiled. âYouâre doing fine. You always have. I think thatâs what I love so much about you and Bucky. Youâre so conscious of me, both of you. I worried--well--there was a time when I didnât think this would all work out. That you two would push me away.â
Steve leaned forward, cupping Clarkâs hand. âNever.âÂ
Clark flicked up his brows. âI wasnât sure. And I didnât know if me being me would make it harder. Youâre both so--so intense.âÂ
âHorndogs? Sexual deviants? Cocksluts?â
âVoracious.â Clark scooted closer to Steve, resting their foreheads together. âI was scared.âÂ
âBut youâre not anymore?â
âNah.â Clarkâs lips trailed over Steveâs, a ghost hinting at a promise.Â
âI wanna give you a nice massage.â Steve kissed Clark, his lips too close and too warm to deny. They lingered there, locked in a sweet kiss, eyes closed, bodies relaxed. âBut I wanna do it the way you want.â
âWell I like oils and candles. Iâm not dead, Steve, just ace.âÂ
Steve laughed, leaning back. âOkay, yeah, okay. No happy endings, just a good massage.âÂ
Clark bumped their noses together, nipping at Steveâs cheek. âItâs got a happy ending. Itâs the happiest ending I want for it.â
âAm I being insensitive?âÂ
âWhat? No!â Clark grabbed Steveâs hands, lacing their fingers together. Steve stopped breathing, watching the way the light caught in Clarkâs ice blue eyes. It was true when Steve said Clarkâs beauty was out of this world. He really was in the most literal sense, out of this world. âYouâre fine. Youâre just looking at the world from where youâre standing. Iâm looking at it from where I am. Itâs natural that we donât see it the same. That doesnât make you insensitive. Everythingâs fine.âÂ
âNo itâs not.âÂ
Clark frowned.
âYouâre not on your belly with your shirt off yet.â
Clark snorted. âGo get your oils you little shit.âÂ
Steve stole another kiss, brief and playful. âYou love me.â He jumped over the couch and headed toward the stairs.
âI really do.âÂ













