Her Rescuers
The Winchesters X sibling reader
Summary: When the whole world finds out about another Winchester the relationship you have with your brothers might take a hit, but can you all pull through to keep your bond strong or will your own self loathing be the death of what you hold dearest
Warnings: Angsty, A bit of self doubting, self loathing, Mentions of J*hn Winchester (this man is absolutely a warning)
Characters: Sam Winchester x Sibling reader, Dean Winchester x sibling reader, mentions of Castiel
Word count: 1395
A/N: Hi guys! Its been a hot minute since i posted anything on here! I was inspired to write more lately though so i thought i might as well share it with you! Also i tried to be as gender neutral as possible but if i did mess up let me know and i can fix that! Thanks!
I've been stuck in this castle, up in a tower. Been waiting forever on a rescuer to save me. The castle was never literal, it was always a metaphor for the life I am trapped in. Searching for an escape from life is pointless and useless, being a hunter will always follow me. My brothers have always tried to protect me but with the monsters and the demons and the angels everywhere it was only a matter of time before things went wrong before they found out about me. I was always kept in the dark, Sam and Dean claimed it was safer that way.Â
The youngest Winchester would always be Sam to the outside world, but we all knew it was me. Though I knew my brothers couldn't see me as one of them, they hunted and I didnât, they protected the world and I couldn't, they were John and Maryâs kids and I wasn't. All I was is a product of my fathers grief after the loss of his wife. I knew just as well as anyone that I was undeserving to carry the Winchester name. That was until I was needed. Once the angels knew of my existence it was only a matter of time till everyone else did too. Word spread to demons
and monsters alike, the existence of another Winchester was a big deal, it was a weakness to exploit, and so I was forced into this life.
 Dean and Sam were unhappy with the development but there was nothing they could do but train me to protect myself and get me prepared for whatever came our way, the tattoo and the rib branding by Cas sucked but with my brothers insisting they were necessary how could I refuse. Now here I am trapped in my metaphorical tower waiting for a prince that will never come. In reality stuck in a fucking bunker awaiting my freedom which I will never have again. I know that this is for the better but why do I feel this sadness, I mean I got what I wanted didnât I? To be a part of what my brothers were a part of, but this sadness still follows me around like a lost dog. One thing I've found is that there are no coping mechanisms, at least no healthy ones. Just so much pain and alcohol, sometimes drug use too.Â
The self destructiveness of it all is killing me. I remember how my brothers were before all of this happened, they sent me to school and brought me back trinkets from the towns they visited. They were happy to see me and I was happy to see them too. We would play boring games and watch movies. Now everything has changed. I no longer go to school and they no longer bring me trinkets. Sometimes we hunt together but it's mostly quiet and usually Dean is yelling that I've screwed up, like I dont know I'm not good enough. I want things to go back to how they were, and I know that this is mostly my brothers blaming themselves, they were supposed to protect me, they were older. Dean always said if one of us could get out it would be me. That when I got to live in a nice house, with a husband and kids that heâd visit, be uncle Dean, and bring Sam along to be uncle Sammy.
 Now all of those dreams he had for me have disappeared, and he and Sam are kicking themselves for not protecting me better. I hear a knock at my bedroom door that breaks my thoughtsÂ
âY/N we need to talk sweetheartâ Dean's voice comes through my door steady but nervous
âSureâ I call back to answer âIâll meet you in the libraryâ
I get up from my desk to head to the library, anxiety nips at my heels as i walk down the corridor into the room, and i look to see Dean and Sam sitting at the mahogany table staring at the spot where their names had been carved
âYou guys needed something?â i say my voice still shaky from the nerves swarming my body like beesÂ
Sam looks up at me first, then turns to Dean allowing him to answer me
âYes, sit down babyâ Dean says without meeting my gazeÂ
I knew this would be bad, the boys hadnât called me baby in years after I had claimed I was âtoo oldâ and âgrew out of itâ. Hearing that old nickname gave me chills as I pulled out a chair and waited with anticipation as to what was going to happen next.
âIâŠ. um We wanted to say that we are sorry.â Dean stumbled through his words, something that was very out of character for him to doÂ
âWhat are you guys sorry for?â I said staring at Sam who still was yet to meet my eyes then turning to Dean who, as it seemed was now also refusing to look at me.
âI⊠uh⊠well we know that things have been strained and different as of late.â Sam finally spoke still not looking up from what must have been a very interesting spot on the table
âYou mean since heaven and hell and everything in between found out I exist.â i stated plainly as the boys seemed to stare harder away from me at my tone and words
âWe weren't trying to make you feel bad but in our own self pity, of not being able to protect you we made you upset. We miss you sweetheart, we miss your smiles and the way you laugh, we miss how you used to run and meet us at the door after a hunt. We⊠were just sorry things have to be this way now.â Dean seemed to have to force the words from his lips to spill into the air, hanging above all three of us like a dangerous sword that could fall at any second.Â
âI miss you guys too.â i stated â i miss the way Sam used to braid my hair and the way Dean made sure i ate,i miss the games we played in the car when you would drive me to school or the trinkets you would bring me back from hunts. But I really just miss my older brothers.â I said my voice softened to a whisper at the end as tears welled up in my eyes. I felt them finally move to look at me but this time it was I who could not bring myself to look up at them. While staring at my hands in my lap I heard the sound from the other side of the table, the movement of a chair. When I looked up Sam and Dean had made their way around the table to where I was seated.Â
âWe are so sorry baby, we didn't mean for any of this to happen.â Sam stated
âAll we wanted was to protect you and give you the life we couldnât haveâ Dean said finishing Sams thought
Dean who had moved to squat by my feet stared up at me, looking at me I saw the gears turn in his head
â I have a surprise for you though, we just got back from hunting a vampire pack out in washington.â he said, shoving a hand in his right side jacket pocket â I got you something you might likeâ. He pulled out a little key chain and grabbed my hand to place it in my palm. Staring at the little keychain in my hand I felt tears begin to run down my face and chin. Sam moved to hug me as Dean went to wipe the tears from my skin.Â
I knew at this moment that I was not a weakness to the boys nor a Winchester but Sam and Deans little sister. That this was what I was missing so desperately, that this is what I had wanted.Â
I was never stuck in a tower nor being denied my freedom, I was merely a princess who had exiled herself to her room with her princely big brothers guarding her, ensuring her safety and even pulling her out when she needed it the most. Even fighting off the loneliness and sadness that may try to cause her harm. Her Rescuers.










