Apr 30
It's all just a gaaaame we're all just playing pretend and hitting each other
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It's all just a gaaaame we're all just playing pretend and hitting each other
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I'm like an animal in a cage suffering from zoochosis
If I started new how hard would it be to find new friend groups?
I know who my friends are who love me unconditionally. I've seen out the window, same as you have. What it could be like.
So what do I need you for.
It's time I try and outgrow YOU.
Had a breakdown in a vent chat that was maybe the worst I have ever done it since I was like 14 and my gut feeling is that people will see it as me overplaying it or suibaiting and the thought itself makes me.angry as fuck but I can't be bothered to delete it right now
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everyone is moving away from me WHY. I know i'm acting fucking crazy right now but I know that's not what others see bc I don't show that part of myself. so WHAT IS IT
im so fucking sick of this because to feel remotely okay i have to tell people what my triggers are and how to avoid making me spiral, but it always feels like asking too much like i'm more trouble than i'm worth
even when half of it feels like it should be common sense
like you would THINK. that doing the absolute. bare. minimum. to pretend you care about what i have to say, would go without saying, but NO
i just want the slightest bit of recognition without me having to beg and grovel for it
everyone i talk to is only interested in themselves and their interests
GOD I PUT SO MUCH EFFORT INTO. ACKNOWLEDGING AND INCLUDING THE SHIT MY FRIENDS LIKE INTO CONVERSATION. I try my best to come up with interesting things to say and ways to help w their interests
And what the fuck do i get bro, I can't even get a proper fucking response the one time i post about my own shit
I'm going to genuinely rip all my hair out life is so fucking worthless relationships are so fucking worthless I'M SO FUCKING WORTHLESS i wish the universe would just IMPLODE ON ITSELF ALREADY god FUCK MY LIFE FUCK ALL OF OYU god i wish i could bash my head against a wall or some shit I'm so SICK OF IT
I put up a wall and then get upset that other people aren't breaking through it