I dont know how I'm going to do this.. This date is coming faster nd faster. And now my family wants to fight eachother.. I have the be the adult.. I have to stay strong for them in their life nd their problems.. But the dates coming up nd who's being strong for me.. This is one of the most scariest things I'm going to go through nd I can't express it to anyone. I can't cry on anyones shoulder. No one will hold me. I'm beyond scared.. My Anxietys through the Muther Fucker Roof.! I just want someeone to be here for me..
















