My dad brought up the idea that he might be sick, and now that idea is stuck in my head. Am I really sick? Now I'm worried about all of that. I've been suffering from a sore throat all day, and I've had a really dry throat over the past few months. Dry throat, dry lips, dry everything. Besides that, I've had severe congestion for months. I was fine last september, but it's just been worse and worse ever since then.
I don't know if I'm actually sick, but a temporary cold might be better than my constant congestion and allergies. It leaves me miserable and ill and uncomfortable. Will I ever be better? Will I ever be free!? When can I ever be free!? I hate it. I hate it so, so much. I just want to feel better.
My throat is dry. My throat is persistently sore and I'm deeply congested and stuffed up. I'm so stuffed up. Like a lump stuck in my throat. I hate it. I'm stressing out, and I'm almost bored enough to want to masturbate or something again. I'm bored and drained and I just...my dad goes back to working full time tomorrow. And I just want to know if I'll ever be free of this congestion. I just want to be free! sigh...
