What We Become [27]
xxviii.
pairing: Bellamy Blake x Reader
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Morning arrives with cold mist clinging to the mouth of the cave. Yesterday's meeting gave us purpose. It didn't give us supplies.
Octavia arrived sometime in the night. She didn't even spare Bellamy a glance. Not that I blame her. The silence between them is louder than any argument could ever be. Bellamy keeps his distance, his wrists still bound, his gaze fixed on the cave floor whenever Octavia is near. She doesn't acknowledge he exists.
I sit near the edge of the fire, staring into the flames. Their orange glow pulls me back years, to the night I lit my father's pyre with trembling hands and swore I would never let myself break again. I drag myself back to the present. Grief has a place, and this isn’t it.Â
Kane kneels over a rough map scratched into the dirt. Miller, Bryan, and Harper talk in hushed tones about patrol routes.Â
A sudden burst of static cuts through the cave. I jerk my head to the sound. It’s coming from the pack.Â
"...Kane... Kane, do you copy?" A voice whispers frantically.Â
Harper is moving before anyone else. "Monty?"
The radio hisses. "Harper? Thank God." His relief is audible even through the interference. "Is everyone there?"
Kane crosses the cave in three long strides. "We're here."
"I heard," Monty says quietly. "I'm... I'm sorry."
Octavia lowers her head. Bellamy closes his eyes.
The silence stretches until Monty speaks again, this time faster. "You have to listen. Pike knows."
Kane's expression hardens. "Knows what?"
"He figured out I helped you escape." More static. "He had guards waiting outside my quarters. I barely got out."
Harper exhales sharply. "Are you hurt?" she asks.
"No." Another pause. "Not yet." I stop sharpening my blade.
"They're looking everywhere. Arkadia isn't safe anymore." Monty says.Â
Kane exchanges a look with Sinclair. "Where are you now?"
"I'm hiding outside the walls." Monty's breathing comes through the speaker, quick and uneven. "I couldn't stay. If I go back, he'll kill me."
"He won't stop there," Miller mutters.
"No," Kane agrees. "He won't."
Monty's voice steadies. "I know where you are." Every head lifts. "I can meet you."
"Too dangerous," Sinclair says immediately.
"It's dangerous either way," Monty replies. "I can't survive out here alone."
Bellamy finally speaks. "The dropship. Everyone turns toward him."It's halfway between here and Arkadia," he continues. "Easy to defend."
Kane nods slowly. "Agreed."
"I can be there before dawn," Monty says.
"We'll meet you," Kane answers.
"...Bellamy?"Â Monty asks quietly.Â
Bellamy doesn't respond immediately. "I'm here."
Monty's voice softens. "I know this isn't the time, but..." He hesitates. "...I know you're trying to make this right."
Across the cave, Bellamy lowers his gaze. "I don't know if I can."
"You can," Monty says firmly. "You just have to keep choosing the right side."
The words hang in the air long after they're spoken. Bellamy says nothing. Kane reaches forward and switches off the radio. The cave falls silent once more. Kane lets his hand linger on the radio for a moment before rising to his feet.
"We leave now," he says. "If Pike sent patrols after Monty, every minute counts."Â
“How do we know there’s not an ambush waiting for us?” I ask.Â
Miller fixes me with a look. “We have to get Monty.”
I narrow my eyes. If Pike had discovered Monty's betrayal, he'd know exactly who would come looking for him. A desperate man makes reckless decisions, and Pike has never needed much of an excuse to spill blood.
Kane studies the rough map for another moment before looking up. "Which is exactly why only a few of us are going."
"I'll go," I say.
He nods once, as though he'd already made up his mind. "I was counting on it."
Miller straightens. "You're taking her?"
"Y/N can handle herself," Kane replies evenly. "If this is a trap, I want my strongest fighter with me." His gaze shifts to Bellamy. "And Bellamy comes."
Bellamy lifts his head but says nothing. His wrists remain bound, the rope wrapped tightly around them.
"You're trusting him?" Miller asks.
"No," Kane says. "I'm giving him an opportunity."
I glance toward Bellamy. He keeps his eyes on the floor, his expression unreadable.
Kane turns back to the others. "Miller, Harper, Bryan, Sinclair—you stay here. If we're not back before nightfall, assume we've been compromised and move the camp."
"What if Pike followed Monty?" Harper asks quietly. Stating exactly what I was thinking.
"Then we'll find out before he finds all of us," I reply simply.Â
I sheath my knife and tighten the leather straps securing my sword across my back. My bow follows a moment later. Sinclair remains behind with Harper, Miller, and Bryan to protect the cave while Kane leads the smaller party through the forest. Bellamy walks between us, his wrists still bound behind his back. A strip of cloth is tied tightly across his mouth. Octavia doesn't look at her brother once. Neither do I.
The forest is quiet beneath a blanket of morning mist. Moisture clings to every branch and leaf, soaking our boots as we make our way through the undergrowth.Â
The trees begin to thin. Ahead, the rusted frame of the old dropship rises from the clearing, its scorched hull blackened from the day it fell to Earth. Time has reclaimed much of it. Vines creep across twisted metal, and young saplings grow where fire once burned.
Bellamy slows. Kane raises a hand, signaling us to stop. The clearing is silent. I scan the tree line, every instinct prickling beneath my skin. Something is wrong.
A figure steps from the shadow of the dropship. Monty. A rifle presses against the side of his head. Pike follows him into the clearing. Six armed guards fan out behind him, rifles already trained on us.
"Damn it," Kane mutters.
Monty's eyes immediately find Kane. "I'm sorry," he says, his voice tight. "They followed me."
Pike smiles, though there's nothing warm about it. "Funny thing about traitors," he says. "They're usually easier to catch than they think." His gaze settles on Kane. "I figured you'd come yourself."
Kane steps forward. "Let him go."
"I don't think so." Pike presses the barrel harder against Monty's temple. "I've already lost enough people because of you."
My hand drifts toward the hilt of my sword. Immediately, half a dozen rifles shift in my direction.
Pike notices. "I wouldn't." I freeze. "If anyone reaches for a weapon, the boy dies first."
Octavia's fingers tighten around her sword. "No," Kane says quietly.
She glares at him. "We can take them."
"Not before he pulls the trigger," Kane says slowly.Â
Pike smirks. "At least one of you still knows how to think."
His eyes slide to Bellamy, bound and gagged.Â
"You, on the other hand..." He walks forward until he's standing directly in front of him. "I expected better," Bellamy says nothing. He can't. Pike rips the cloth from his mouth. Bellamy coughs once before lifting his head. "You've got one chance," Pike says. "Tell me why I shouldn't shoot you where you stand."
Bellamy meets his eyes. "I can take you to them." The forest seems to hold its breath.
Pike studies him carefully. "The others."
Bellamy nods. "I know where they're hiding."
Octavia takes a step forward. "Bellamy—" Kane catches her arm before she can say another word.
Pike never looks away from Bellamy. "You'd do that?"
"I made a mistake." Bellamy's voice is steady. "I chose the wrong side."
Pike's expression softens just enough to be believable.
"So you're ready to fix it."
Bellamy nods once. "I'll lead you to their camp."
Several long seconds pass. Finally, Pike reaches for the rope binding Bellamy's wrists and cuts it free. Bellamy rubs feeling back into his hands but makes no move to run.
Pike hands him his rifle. "Lead the way."
Bellamy glances toward Kane. The look lasts less than a second. Kane understands. So do I. Bellamy isn't leading Pike to the cave. He's leading him somewhere else. Somewhere Pike won't be expecting. Without another word, Bellamy turns and disappears into the trees.
Pike motions for his guards to follow. "Bring the prisoners." Two guards seize Kane. Another shoves Octavia forward. Monty is forced along at gunpoint. I step beside Kane as we're marched into the forest, my hands kept well away from my weapons. For now, there is nothing to do but wait.
If Bellamy's plan works, this will be the last time Charles Pike believes he's in control.
Bellamy doesn't look back. He leads Pike's men through the forest at a steady pace, his rifle hanging loosely at his side. Pike follows only a few steps behind, flanked by armed guards. Kane, Octavia, Monty, and I are forced along in the center of the formation, rifles trained on our backs.
The only sounds are boots crushing fallen leaves and the distant call of birds. I study Bellamy's posture. He's looking for something. A signal, I assume.Â
We crest a shallow ridge before descending into a narrow valley. The trees close in around us, their branches forming a canopy that dims the afternoon light.
Bellamy slows. Pike notices. "Problem?" he asks.
Bellamy shakes his head. "They're close."
Pike gestures with his rifle. "Keep moving."
Another dozen paces. Bellamy stops altogether. "They're here."
Pike scans the trees. "I don't see anyone."
"You won't." The words have barely left Bellamy's mouth when a horn echoes through the forest. One long, piercing note. Then another.
Pike's head snaps toward the sound. "What the—"
Arrows rain from the trees. One of Pike's guards cries out as a shaft buries itself in his shoulder. Another drops before he can even raise his rifle.
"Ambush!" Pike shouts.
The forest erupts. Trikru warriors pour from every direction, faces streaked with war paint, swords and spears flashing between the trees.
I don't hesitate. The nearest guard turns toward me, distracted by the attack. I drive my shoulder into his chest, sending him sprawling before wrenching his rifle from his hands. A second guard lunges, but I draw my sword in one smooth motion and catch his strike, forcing him back.
To my left, Octavia rips free from the soldier holding her and joins the fight with a ferocity that borders on reckless. Kane ducks behind a fallen log with Monty as gunfire cracks through the clearing.
Bellamy is already moving. One of Pike's men swings the butt of his rifle toward Bellamy's head. Bellamy blocks the blow with his forearm before driving his elbow into the man's jaw. The guard crumples.
Pike sees him. "You set me up," Bellamy says nothing.
Pike charges. They collide hard enough to knock both men to the ground. Pike lands the first punch, splitting Bellamy's lip. Bellamy answers with one to Pike's ribs before rolling clear as another volley of arrows whistles overhead. The battle is over almost as quickly as it began. Pike's remaining guards are surrounded. One drops his rifle.
A sharp command rings through the clearing. "Enough." The fighting stills.
Indra steps from between the trees, spear in hand, surrounded by Trikru warriors. Her eyes never leave Pike.
He rises slowly, blood running from a cut above his brow. "You." He seethes.
Indra walks toward him with measured steps. "You murdered three hundred of my warriors." She stops an arm's length away. "You murdered Lincoln."
Pike lifts his chin. "I did what had to be done."
The crack of Indra's spear against his ribs doubles him over. Before he can recover, two warriors seize his arms and wrench them behind his back. He struggles, but four more Grounders close in, forcing him to his knees.
"Bind him," Indra orders. Leather cords are wrapped tightly around Pike's wrists.
He glares at Bellamy. "You betrayed your own people."
Bellamy wipes the blood from his mouth. "No." His voice is quiet. "I stopped betraying them."
For a long moment, no one says anything. Then Indra jerks the rope attached to Pike's bindings. "Move."
Surrounded by Trikru warriors, Pike is hauled to his feet and marched deeper into the forest.
Kane steps beside Bellamy. "You knew she'd be here."
Bellamy nods. "I knew she'd keep her word."
Kane studies him for a moment before placing a hand on his shoulder. "It's a start."
Bellamy's gaze drifts to the bloodstained ground where the fighting had ended. "It doesn't change what I've done."
"No," Kane says softly. "But it's how you begin to answer for it."
The procession starts forward. I fall into step beside Indra as Pike is marched ahead of us, his wrists bound so tightly his hands have begun to pale.
"He should have died here," I say at last, my eyes fixed on Pike's back.
Indra's grip tightens on the rope. "Every part of me agrees."
"Then why doesn't he?" I growl.Â
She is silent for a long moment. "Because vengeance and justice are not the same." Her voice is calm, though I can hear the fury beneath it. "Lincoln deserves justice."
I glance at her. "And what does justice look like?"
"He answers to the Commander," Indra replies simply.
I look away again. "That won't bring Lincoln back."
"No." Indra's expression hardens. "But if we become executioners whenever grief demands it, then Pike has already taught us how to rule."
The words settle heavily between us. After another stretch of silence, Indra speaks again. "You stood your ground today."
"I did what needed to be done."
"You always do." There is no praise in her voice, only fact.Â
She studies me from the corner of her eye. "Do not mistake silence for healing, Princess."
My jaw tightens. "I won't."
"When this is over..." She pauses, choosing her words carefully. "You will have to mourn him."
I stare ahead at the trail winding through the trees. "I know."
Indra gives a single nod. "Good." Pike stumbles ahead under the pull of Indra's rope while the forest slowly closes behind us.
I can’t shake the feeling that this isn’t over yet.Â
The procession slows where the forest path divides. One trail leads toward Polis, the other back toward Arkadia.
Indra turns to me. "You should come with us."
I glance at Pike, his wrists bound tightly behind his back as two Trikru warriors keep him moving. "To Polis?"
"He must answer for what he has done."
I nod. "I know."
I take a breath and look towards the eastern trail. "Arkadia still stands."
"So it does." Indra agrees. "But barely." Kane watches the exchange quietly.
"Pike is gone," I continue. "His followers are not."
"They have no leader now," Indra says.
"Which makes them dangerous," I say simply. Bellamy shifts his weight but remains silent. "If the Coalition marches into Arkadia now," I say, "they will see an occupation, not justice. Pike may be in chains, but the hatred he fed is still alive."
Indra studies me carefully. "You believe your place is there."
"I do."Â
"Why?" She questions.Â
I draw a slow breath. "Because Lincoln believed our people could live together." The words are harder to say than I expect. "He died trying to protect that future."
My eyes drift to Bellamy, then to Kane. "If no one is there to hold the peace until you return... then everything he fought for dies with him."
The forest falls silent. Finally, Indra gives a slow nod. "You speak as a leader." The irony doesn’t escape me.Â
"I speak as someone who is tired of burying good people." I sigh.Â
For the first time since the battle, something almost like approval crosses Indra's face. "Very well." She steps closer. "Keep the peace."
"I will," I say, and I mean it. "And if Skaikru forgets what happened here..." My hand settles on the hilt of my sword. "I'll remind them."
A faint smile touches the corner of Indra's mouth. "I expected nothing less."
Kane steps forward. "We'll return as soon as Pike has answered for his crimes."
"I'll be waiting," I reply.Â
Indra gives the rope attached to Pike's bindings a firm tug. "Move."
As the procession disappears down the eastern trail, I remain where I am, watching until the last of the Trikru warriors vanishes into the trees.
Only then do I turn toward Bellamy and the others. "Let's go home."
The word feels strange on my tongue. But for Lincoln's sake, I intend to make it true.
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