#whatisoutthere

July 5th somewhere out in the universe. #doodle #alieninsolation #summerinspace#whatisoutthere

An ongoing part of my post earlier: you get lonely. Very lonely. I see pictures of the people I knew and I want to cry. I ache to be out with them, to enjoy the sun with them. I yearn to have a laugh with my friends, but they don’t remember me. They wouldn’t remember me because I moved away young, I had a kid young. They wouldn’t invite me out even if I lived in the same town as them. I’m a “hard pass” and it hurts. It hurts my mind, it hurts inside and it kills my soul. 

I want you to take a moment and look at this. Just look, and admire. What you are looking at little dots of light. Billions of little dots of light. Cool right? But get this. Each one of these little dots of light, is a Galaxy! EACH AND EVERY ONE!!! Now you know how small you are, because this is just a pic taken from a lense just as big as your phone, for a small corner, in space! Sleep on that, and then ask yourself, what else don't you know? #geeklife #space #whatisoutthere #theuniverse