#whateveeerr

Yesterday I told Marco that I like him. I don't even know how to explain how it happened, and how I did it but I did it my way and LOL It was funny. I called him over somewhere a bit more private, and I started: "Well, uhm.." lol I don't really remember how I started so I'll just go to what I remember. I was like: "Ok, now I'll tell you .." And I would pause and make some suspenso and wouldn't say anything xD Then I would try again: "OK, seriously, now..." And again, I would interrupt, I don't even know what I was doing! LOL Then he would make fun of me by imitating me xD Then I finally told him: "Ok, I'll jus say it... I.. like you" And he made this funny surprised expression lol I said: "Yeah, that was exactly my reaction" asdfasdkfhasdf I don't know what happen after that but basically he was beating around the bush and we were joking around .. Then I said: "It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be." He: "What? You thought I would shoot you or something?" And he laughs. Oh damn. His laugh <3 Ok, then .. lol I don't even know if what I'm writing makes sense and honestly, I don't even care xD OK, then.. he was leaning on the wall, and when he "unleaned" xD his t-shirt kinda "stained" the wall and I said: "Oh, cool. Your t-shirt 'stained' the wall." And he said: "I'm so dirty, right?" And I said: "You are dirty." He: "But still you like me." And my face... ahdkahsudif I was just so embarrassed, I was probably red like a tomato. Then I said: "You're abusing already!" And again, we just started joking around and blah blah blah oaisdhfiauhrfpaiuwrfhwe I don't even know how to explain .. ok ok

I would try to get back to the subject and he would play around again, then finally, he gave me a response (more or less), he said: "I need to think." I told him: "What do you need to think about?" He said: "I don't know, I just need to think." I was just like "Ok" and that was pretty much it. Yeah. LOL That's all. Now I have to wait until MONDAY cuz that's when I'll see him again. Aff. AND IT'S ONLY THURSDAY. Ohh why me, why now, why ... Patience, patience. It's so easy to say so.

K. My fingers are tired, I need to stop or else I'll go crazy. If there's anyone who may have an idea on what he "needs to think" about please, write in my ask.