#whatchanged

The day before yesterday I went to pull the row cover off of the chard that runs along the hoophouse and was attacked by what I had assumed was a wasp. It kept coming at my head and as I swatted frantically, my glasses flying off landing sonewhere in the dirt as I ran trying to escape. Feeling the buzzing under my shirt I ripped my shirt off (i imagine passing cars had QUITE a hefty chuckle *blush*) as I ran to the house! One last swat and I jumped inside and slammed the door. Phew. Safe. I didn't hear it any longer but felt it's wrath as I had a sting on my shoulder. I put another shirt on, poked my head out the door to make sure it was gone and then made my way back to the garden, walking very tentatively, to try to find my glasses (without being able to see clearly) . Then yesterday, assuming it had been a wasp that attacked me, I went to fill up the bee waterer next to the hive. Just as the water neared the top of the vessel I heard and felt that familiar buzz by my ear and neck! Off I went again, swatting and running all the way around the house and down the driveway to the gate like a mad woman - this time managing to keep the pesky bug outside and my shirt on! Lol!. I paused only when I didn't hear the buzz any longer and felt the sting on my neck. Dude! It was a bee attacking me! . What the heck!? The bees have never done this before - they have been so gentle and not one iota of aggression even while opening up and looking at the brood in the frames, scraping honey off, etc. I was going to try to split the hive this week but I'd be lying if I didn't say I am damn nervous to open the hive now! . . #bees #whatchanged #boulder #boulderco #bouldercounty #lafayatte #lafayetteco #lafayattecolorado #louisville #louisvilleco #louisvillecolorado #longmont #longmontco #longmontcolorado #bigashfarm #bigashfarmcolorado #farm #farmlife #erie #erieco #eriecolorado #broomfield #broomfieldco #broomfieldcolorado https://www.instagram.com/p/Ccn8R8yFZkR/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 Just a bit and then some 😲😲 World 🌎 wide pandemic, seperated 💔, back at my parents 👨‍👩‍👧, have my own business 😍 What has happened in 5 years that you didn't think would happen ❓❓🤷‍♀️ #5yearplan #gonetoshit 🤣 #Scentsualvibes #whatshappenedtoyou #whatchanged #lifehappens #livethebestlifeyoucan (at United Kingdom) https://www.instagram.com/p/CDvg8YFBAo7/?igshid=1fmnwo9qccz79

I remember the Swine Flu but I don’t remember the whole world shutting down! #whatchanged #amimissingsomething #helpmeunderstand https://www.instagram.com/p/B-6ExkaFQBu0QalPSuLfgfsKb5ZkTu0spIbrl00/?igshid=1jqfis9o9gj0c

Fucking 2016

Well is currently the million dollar question. I used to know... I used to have goals and aims.... I used to have a fantastic network of people around me.... Currently that's all gone to shit. I'm in the biggest rut I have ever been in and the ladder to climb out is about 6 ft too short

I'm done holding things in. It doesn't fix anything and I end up feeling miserable. How we about we talk about the issues? Cause I have a feeling and there's no way it's all in my head. It's either thing's get fixed or i just leave it alone. I meant what I said in my great wall of post. I don't have time for this crap, I'm getting too old mentally so to speak.