#wereshifterkin

I’m so angry. I’m so hungry. I’m so mad. I’m so furious. I’m so upset. I’m so agitated. I’m so aggravated. I’m so heated. I’m so hot. I’m so aggressive. I’m so violent. I’m so territorial. I’m so protective. I’m so defensive. I’m so annoyed. I’m so possessive. I’m so greedy. I’m so selfish. I’m so needy. I’m so intense. I’m so extreme. I’m so alone. I’m so lonely. I’m so sad. I’m so depressed. I’m so conflicted. I’m so confused. I’m so complicated. I’m so uncomfortable. I’m so uncontrollable. I’m so controlled. I’m so drained. I’m so exhausted. I’m so sleepy. I’m so drowsy. I’m so groggy. I’m so sick. I’m so tired. I’m so done. I’m so…

I feel out of my mind. I feel out of the box. I feel out of place. I feel unwanted. I feel unheard. I feel unimportant. I feel unnecessary. I feel ignored. I feel shunned. I feel uncared for. I feel unloved. I feel unworthy. I feel little. I feel small. I feel helpless. I feel out of control. I feel unseen. I feel different. I feel alone. I feel lonely. I feel silent. I feel like a ghost. I feel like I don’t exist. I feel like no one cares. I feel like I’m just looked over. I feel like no one gives me a second glance. I feel like no one listens to me. I feel like no one wants to listen to me. I feel like no one wants to hear about what I have to say. I feel like I’m not interesting enough. I feel like no one wants to be my friend. I feel like no one likes me. I feel like no one wants to talk to me. I feel…

I wanna run. I wanna jump. I wanna gallop. I wanna trot. I wanna canter. I wanna dance. I wanna communicate. I wanna hear. I wanna see. I wanna scream. I wanna growl. I wanna snarl. I wanna scowl. I wanna glare. I wanna howl. I wanna bark. I wanna roar. I wanna scratch. I wanna claw. I wanna paw. I wanna sniff. I wanna submit. I wanna dominate. I wanna vent. I wanna rant. I wanna be loud. I wanna screech. I wanna huff. I wanna puff. I wanna stalk. I wanna hunt. I wanna catch. I wanna bite. I wanna eat. I wanna devour. I wanna ravage. I wanna be strong. I wanna judge. I wanna be valid. I wanna be seen as valid. I wanna be what I truly am inside. I wanna be me. I wanna be in control. I wanna be free. I wanna escape. I wanna…

I don’t wanna walk. I don’t wanna sit. I don’t wanna learn. I don’t wanna work. I don’t wanna talk. I don’t wanna stand. I don’t wanna “be cordial”. I don’t wanna “have no conflict”. I don’t wanna be someone I’m not. I don’t wanna be somebody I’m not. I don’t wanna be something I’m not. I don’t wanna be a human. I don’t wanna be told what to do. I don’t wanna be apart of any system. I don’t wanna be judged. I don’t wanna be quiet. I don’t wanna be weak. I don’t wanna do this. I don’t wanna do that. I don’t wanna listen. I don’t wanna look. I don’t wanna be confined. I don’t wanna be constrained. I don’t wanna be tied down. I don’t wanna be chained up. I don’t wanna be trapped. I don’t wanna be stuck. I don’t wanna carry any burdens. I don’t wanna have any responsibilities. I don’t wanna…

I don’t want conflict, but I will damn have it if something is “out of my control” or not fair. I will make it fair. I will control it. I will do as I please. I will stand my ground. I will make my way. I will make my stand. I will have what I want. I will get what I deserve. And what I deserve is happiness. It is love. It is the world. It is peace. It is to be what I truly am. My true self. It is what I want.

Never mind about not me wanting multiple vent posts on this blog. Idc anymore apparently :P But, I still may add more to this if I so see fit.

Peace out :D