#well us

if I knew, I’d tell you!

I'll love you always

Me and @calums-versace going to what? School. (my hair's blue)

So first things first, we’re an OSDD system. We're the Star System (lol we think we're funny) We have bpd, autism or ADHD or both who even knows, dermatillomania, and anxiety. Before I tell you about our personalities: The body. We’re white, mostly physically able (chronic pain in our left wrist, doesn’t affect life too much other than being a slight inconvenience, and the fact that I fell down stairs and fucked up my back, so that makes it hard to sit down for too long. I mean my back has always hurt tho so), we have auditory processing disorder (part of bein’ autistic) and have reoccurring temporary (conductive) hearing loss (essentially it gets very hard to hear, we do a thing to fix it, and then it comes back in a few months) Currently self-diagnosed, but being assessed for ADHD, SPD, anxiety, and maybe autism idk (they did some testing and decided I'm too smart/have too many friends for autism) —about the headmates (click name for pics)— So first off, Ajax fronts most, and will be the one running this blog most of the time. Xander, Lily and Cat might post when they’re fronting, and Pete definitely won’t. When someone who isn’t Ajax posts anything, their name will be in the tags Pete is around 4-6 years old, and the only person in our system with a binary gender. This lil guy is too young for a sexuality, and uses he/him pronouns. He’s pretty much us when we were young and far less bitter and mentally ill. Our autism is even more visible in him, since he doesn’t suppress any stimming and isn’t the best with social rules (so you know, typical little kid) Fun story about his name: at first he refused to be called anything except things like little/small/smol/etc, and so I was thinkin’ about the French word for little, petit, and I was like “oh hey! Pete!” and he was ok with that so that’s his name. Lily is a bit older than Pete, maybe 7-9 years old. Also too young for a sexuality. She/her pronouns. We don’t know too much about her as of right now… The first time she fronted she was very sensitive to noises and snapped at people for talking too loudly, but now she doesn’t seem to mind noise more than anyone else in the system. She also talks very quietly, people often have problems hearing her. Xander is a demiboy/agender trans-masculine, uses he/it/he pronouns, and is asexual/aromantic. It’s a bit more impulsive/negative/violent, it can be very serious and is easily annoyed/angered. We think he could have ASPD. Not the most emotionally stable. (think of bpd mood swings) It’s sorta like all our negative aspects of being mentally ill were bunched up and put into one person. (also it can be hella stuck up. It thinks it’s better than pretty much everyone, including me which really isn’t fair) it’s nice enough tho, don’t be thinking it’s asshole cuz that is like 99% not true (lmao I’m jk) Cat is a cat! We’re all otherkin (due to a very strong delusion that lasted years and had us convinced we weren’t human. The delusion has passed but we still feel slightly non-human, so: otherkin!) but they feel it more strongly than the rest of us, and didn’t like any other names (plus they act Cat from Victorious/Sam and Cat) so their name is Cat. They use they/it/she pronouns, and they’re femme nonbinary. Not entirely sure if their sexuality (not het tho) They age regress, and most of the time they seem to be around 6-7 years old. (This is different from how Pete or Lily are little, because they are that age, whereas Cat is a teenager who age regresses. Tho even when she’s a teenager she’s still more childish than Xander or I) When they aren’t regressing (and sometimes when they are tbh) they’re much more concerned with looking attractive and they are more flirty with how they stand/talk/etc than any of the rest of us are. And Ajax (that’s me! :D) is a trans guy (who's kinda nonbinary/genderfluid but mainly male) and is asexual/aromantic. I’m kinda like a mix or everyone else. And I might be a median system. Yup, just when you thought it wasn’t gonna get any more complicated. Essentially I switch to different facets (which aren’t their own people) that act very differently. (more than normal acting differently) It’s a bit like sometimes, instead of my mood changing, my whole personality changes.