clutching my head... brain decided to smack me with the realization that the elite trine is symmetrical to epsilon mu and xi in a few ways (thus far) namely that there's purple (skywarp and epsilon) blue (mu and thundercracker) and red (starscream and xi) and if mu was still alive during the T.C.A (true children of alpha/bad guys) mu would probably dislike all the violence and 'defect' to the other side (Zeta's Syndicate) and THUNDERCRACKER DID THE SAME THING IN THE SKYBOUND SERIES after deciding that the decepticon cause was too cruel and AKJDJKDNjjkDnadsnjaksnakskjnknds
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Instead of slowly killing the consumer it leaves them in a temporary state of fatigue/woozyness, making the consumer have great difficulty standing up let alone walking.
Induce a feeling of internal coldness while also causing a cold sweat to occur & lastly make the Consumer sensitive to the touch (Making any touch feel warm compared to their body & or just making touch feel very good).
Bonus points if while the poison wears off the Consumer has the side effect of feeling Flush (A full body sensation of warmth & partial numbness).
tl;dr
Make poison feel like you just got blood work after not staying hydrated (Something I did irl & found oddly hot AF).
GUYS I SWEAR IMMA GET TO YOUR ASTRAL CULTURE QUESTIONS EVENTUALLY IM TAKING SO LONG I FEEL BAD
Not just astral culture questions but also regular asks bc I have stuff from March that I’ve been neglecting……
Oh yeah btw if you wanna ask me anything more abt astral culture or just my star babies in general PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO because every single time I get a new ask i take forever to answer it bc im giggling and kicking my feet at the fact that people are interested in my stuff and wanna know more :333
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My photosensitive ass just giving myself migraines because I refuse to actually handle flashing lights and effects that trigger it properly.
I watched a literal stream that did not have the darkening to help like the video had in the dark at like 5 am. And got so nauseous and migrainey that it forced me to stop. And my girlfriend just facepalmed and was like "Why?!"
This is one small example of how I'll just like...accept things that are bad for me just cause i dont care enough. It's funny when it's about streams, but it comes does come with literal problems too.
Like baby. Sweetheart. Darling. DON'T DO THINGS THAT CAUSE YOU PHYSICAL HARM. This is why I'm the system's dumbass. I'll just do things that trigger me, trigger physical problems, yada yada and just be completely apathetic to it all. :) I'm a liability to our own body. And this is why my gf has to deal with me. She signed up for this, she has to live with it.
"Babe that's not good for you!" Try me bitch. My numb as all fuck chronically bored antisocial ass does not give a fuck. And then I end up as a sick little baby in bed crying for love and attention and my gf goes "yeah, that's what fucking happens." So cruel.
(this entire post is jokey about shit I deal with. my gf loves me and she's working on helping me. I also just do not know when stuff hurts me a lot cause of fancy words can't remember that make it hard for me to tell this kinda shit. and also "I'm used to it" and "I've been through worse, this is nothing" meanwhile my system screams "THATS NOT A GOOD THING, YOU DIDNT DESERVE THAT")
Haha. I'm a reckless fool. This is why our system has to literally keep me in check. Cause I'll just...not do stuff.
CW: mentions of the orchird here along with abuse, slavery and other such nasty topics so general TW
Two thing. i realised. One, i would be very easily pulled into a cult holy shit what the fuck
Two, watching other, smarter people deconstruct Lilly and some of her videos and the opinions she puts out there made me realize A- how fucking wild some of them are and how genuinely creepy some of the things she says are
B- Children are deeply fucking impressionable. like holy shit, i was out here for 2 whole years thinking that stephen universe was this racist sexists dogshit show that glorified abuse and used slavery and human traficking as a pinboard because of that one 4 hour stephen universe video.
i don't know how to explain how, but the levels of 'charisma' i shoul say in her videos, where she's constantly insulting or degrading the "other side" when it comes to people who use writing she doesn't like, talking about videos that criticize her either transphobic or written as content mills to earn a paycheck (the video criticizing her writing tips on twitter), and general poisoning of the well she's barely started giving water from is..well it's something alright
and speaking as a former lily enjoyer you wouldn't realize the things she says are wrong. Like granted im a dumbass, i hear peple speaking confidently and authoritatively and my brain just auto defaults to "yeah they sound like they know what they're yapping about" and i cease critical ingestion of their content (Lilly, Lio convoy) and it's only when you take a step back and watch some of the videos critiquing her essays and responses and her in general as a person and i start realsing how fucked up some of the things she says is, from her weird thing about siblings (she adamantly denies likng and wrting incest but well) to her previous writings, to just how she deflects and distraxcts from accusations made against her dubbing people who do make genuine accusations against her either as stalkers, haters or otherwise the victimizer and not the victim.
idk im just talking about somehting i noticed after watching someone else go through her videos and point out some weird shit (shout out to @/Sai on youtube for making me realise this while im watching the latest stream and Oh my god i haven't even talked about the provating of older videos or her preferences changing between videos or just her fundamentally misundertanding a story (and just not watching half the media she's talking aboutfully???)
TLDR; Holy shit Lily's a wild ride that's for sure, if i've ever spouted a take from her accidentally at yoou i apologize, you are indeed entitled to compensation, i'll draw you a lil blorbo.
