#wehadanappointment

myedolphins replied to your post: currently:

don’t be unhappy i don’t like it when you’re unhappy liann ugh. ilu bb

realchemistry replied to your post: currently:

I need to send you a big ask because fuck notes, and also, fuck goals. I mean, it’s nice to have them, but you didn’t meet it today, it doesn’t matter. There’s tomorrow, and if you feel like staying up and complaining, so be it.

@Eliza--it's ok love, I wasn't unhappy just... well, unhappy I suppose works. I was mostly upset at myself and tired--basically the cycle of self-hate that follows depressive clouds, which I'm under. However, it's really important to note that it didn't last past about 1:30 today, and I am better, although REALLY tired....

@Manu--no srsly, I don't know why notes bother me sometimes. Like OMG I AM SO HAPPY YOU LIKED my FICLET like SRSLY I AM, and OMG I gained followers from it HOLY CRAP! And then I"m like... but... reblog? IT'S SO STUPID I HATE MY UNGRATEFUL BRAIN. And yes, thank you for the reminder in goal-practicality--it's just frustrating and it shouldn't be, since I did spend two hours on that ficlet anyway so it's not like I didn't write at all :P