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very specific munday asks : what is something you hyperfocus on in your portrayal ?
maybe just the way his mind works and the way he's constantly being met with all of these negative thoughts , how they're so loud ( like how a lot of people have 90% their own voice in their mind that's able to easily quieten the 10% negativity and just move on , but bob's mind is 90% negativity and that 10% left over is his exhausted own thoughts that can't overpower anything anymore , idk it's the way i explain my brain to my partner sometimes ) . how they spring out of nowhere and shape his sudden shift in mood , or what he's doing . idk but its a massive struggle i have with my own mind , just the random things that so many people have said to me since i was a kid but now just sound like me , but it's not me , so i completely get it and feel awful for him . all the intrusive thoughts and how they just spring out of nowhere and completely change you for no reason . bob really struggles with keeping all of the thoughts at bay and it's kind of therapeutic to put it in writing , and i feel like it's important to mention as it kind of explains what he does / how he acts ??
















