Mags has gone back to school
Well folks. I done did it. I have managed to go back to school after more than a year and a half away, and boy, was it a little bit of a culture shock. I forgot how easily overwhelmed I get in situations with a lot of people, even more so with the pandemic.
I went to training in an auditorium with probably 70-100 people, which is the most I’d been around indoors in a non-socially distanced setting a long time. We were all vaccinated and masked, but still. By day 2 I was getting noticeably more overwhelmed, not helped by the fact that the moderator was BLASTING the fucking music right over my head at an ungodly volume. At a seminar about accessibility and inclusion no less.Â
Still, though, training went great, and I got to welcome my new residents smiling and dancing on the front porch just like I dreamed. It was honestly such a joy. I’ve loved getting to know them and the other people in the house, and I’m hoping to bond with them a little more as the year goes on.Â
I was talking to one of my international students and I told her I just wanted them all to be safe and happy and she said, “We are happy! Because of you!” and I almost teared up on the spot. Then, tonight, another of my first years knocked on my door with a few friends at 10:30 with homemade crepes with Nutella and banana and whipped cream to say thank you for doing a good job. I  actually did tear up.Â
In terms of classes, I’ve only had one so far. A linguistics course targeted toward future teachers, of which I am not. But I love linguistics and I love the professor so I’ll take it for fun. I’m taking two intro courses that I didn’t take my first year because I was taking upper-level classes in other areas of study more targeted toward my major. And I just got off the waitlist for the course I really really wanted to take but didn’t get in to, so I’m THRILLED about that. It covers a very niche area of interest of mine that I’m outrageously excited to explore.
Plus, three of my closest friends are in the class, and I hope that’ll go well too.
Speaking of friends, it’s SO weird seeing them in person. People I only met on Zoom have real, physical forms. Who knew? Every time I see someone I recognize from two years ago during my first semester time seems to unfreeze a little more. Like clock gears gradually grinding away the rust. It’s surreal, honestly. Sometimes the relationship is just as I left it, and other times, I get awkward greetings and insincere smiles. (Namely from old housemates from when I moved early in spring 2020. No regrets at all.)
I’m auditioning for a musical this week that two of my best friends are directing, and I’m planning to set design a mainstage musical for the theatre department next spring which is a HUGE deal, especially considering I’m a sophomore and it’s a musical, which 1) our department simply does not do and 2) is notoriously challenging to design. Still, though, my other best friend is directing that, and I’m excited to work with her.Â
Adapting to campus life isn’t quite as hard as I thought it was going to be. I think because there are fewer unknowns. At least major ones. There’s still the issue of not knowing what's open and closed due to COVID restrictions and whatnot. And getting tested twice a week isn't ideal, but quite literally better safe than sorry. The most annoying part is getting food just because the dining hall hours vary and half of them are closed, so the whole campus is squeezed into a few dining halls, creating long lines and some shortages.Â
But things like class locations, laundry, and good outdoor study spots are still the same, and that’s nice.Â
I got to go downtown today and explore a little, and it’s definitely weird thinking I haven’t been here in a year and a half and I still somehow have three years of college left to go. I’m excited to see where it takes me, but part of me is itching to get into the real world. The other part says savor this time while you can, and I plan on doing just that.Â
Here’s a picture of the crepes my first year gave me because I’m still soft about it.