Everytime I join a kin-safe space I stick out ALWAYS. Like there will be genshin, fnaf, dsmp, eddsworld, ect. kinâs and I kin DEPRESSION.
Well itâs sorta weird bc I kin depression from jregs webseries âthe mental illnessesâ so itâs a fictional character TECHNICALLY but still. Itâs so akward when other people say they miss people like tubbo or like normal characters and I say âyeah I miss ANXIETY and PTSD and SCHIZOPHRENICâ Like,,,, do you get why itâs embarrassing? Thatâs why I say I donât kin anyone to most people because saying I kin the abstract caricature of depression catchâs people off guard and I feel looked down apon in the kin community because I kin a âtabooâ character. I sometimes wish I didnât remember being depression cause then I wouldnât have to deal with the guilt and missing my friends and I wouldnât feel like i messed up in my past somehow but just being alive. Idk it stinks being a taboo character in your past life because you have nowhere to talk about it that you wonât be shunned or weird looks.
But hey, at least Iâm being honest. I got that going for me I guessďżź